Now on what this freeper joke means though

[nadinbrzezinski]

As I said, they reveal quite a bit of info. So here is how they did the "research."

I have posted what I do here... not hard, but my name? Private name?

Well Eric Swanson was at my wedding. He was a good friend... he was also part of the Play-testing Group for then FASA's MechWarrior 3 game. Yes a paper and pencil RGP... so him having access to my married name and all that is not hard.

This brings me to two points on this. Most freepers, that includes Eric, are full of talk, but no action. They have filled their heads with certain, shall we say. what we consider wrong ideas. Don't worry. they consider ours just as wrong.

Sadly they do not see that we have a few things in common... like our dislike for the banks... But this DUmmy award, it is their equivalent of our 10 Conservative Idiots, (Elad would love to see it back) Here is the diference, Elad does it about PUBLIC figures... these guys are going AFTER POSTERS on a board, Socaldem mentioned she's had their attention in the past. Hell, most of us have in the past... if you posted long enough on DU... yes, you too can make it to that list.

Yet this brings me to the problem with the way the country has become divided. We do live in two different realities, we really do. I have not talked to Eric, :hi: in over four years. The last conversation was at a game shop, over painting miniatures, and was less than pleasant. So you may say that is the seeds of some serious shit.

Now this is the meaning of those funny posts at the meta level. I cannot talk to somebody I invited to MY WEDDING... and who had dinner with us at least twice a week for two years. That is how divided we are.

Now once again

:hi: Eric, how you are doing fine. Yes I could do far more than just post your real name... But unlike you, I won't... I have that thing called ethics.

I guess I really got their attention over the Passion of the Palin though. Oh well... FUNNY STUFF.

[RandomThoughts]

1. The waves are interesting.

But honestly I think what I post here is grabbed by some group, then used for some other reason.

Although they can't see whats in the stuff, so it is like a Trojan horse, if needed to be.


The reason I think that is some things said on the tv, and posted here about that, where it seems I get labeled as being part of some group, although I think that label is probably Orwellian anyways.


But here is my point, what does it take to convince someone that they should correct what is needed to be corrected.



There is another possibility, but it is a bit metaphysical, basically my existence when I type here, is not far off of a spirit existence, in that I don't have contact but can communicate, making the internet no different then spirit conversations in form. I find that fascinating.

But since anything is possible, it is possible that the Internet and TV, are some AI system, or that I am some form of AI system, and they are the real world. Either way it would be the concept of 'no bridge' hence why when bridges are seen, that delusion can be removed.


Basically there are some people directly responsible for not sending the beer and travel money that is due, and they think nothing will happen to them, or think they are willing to pay that price, or don't think. So the best guess is blockers are top tier non feelers non thinkers, and that fits set a table before my enemy. Although if they have any of my capabilities, they wont be shaken, and have to be taken down, so then the valid claim of beer and travel money, removes the problems in the world.

But it does not correct the problem of the beer and travel money being due.

Hence the problem, if the filters are set up as the worst that can not be convinced and have to be removed, then what? If you eliminate them they would be replaced by another one of them, although could just burn through the whole bench.

The basic problem is the blockers wont correct what needs to be corrected, and wont explain what is stopping them, because they don't want to correct things, they probably think it is a game. Until they get crushed or something.

So what to be done?

There only argument is that existence is bad, and since I don't accept that, if they do not correct what they should, either they or I have to stop existing, or someone has to change, which is the concept of Thor wrestling the snake.

But I don't want to wrestle them, I want them to correct what should be corrected, but then they would have to admit there is justice in the world, and that is what they fight against.


I know Cantor is childish, so he probably thinks it is a game, I know Bush was delusionally childish, and actually have much pity for him, and actually I think much of the reports of many people are that they are trying to figure it out.

So why don't they just mail me the beer and travel money that is due, there must be a filter between them and me trying to stop that, and that filter to them claims to be a gate guardian, by their claim that having beer and travel money is heaven, so that they can then say the way they view existence is what defines what is heaven, or the material, not living in a just and compassionate existence.


I got it mostly figured out, except for how far things have to go before they decide to correct things.


Side note, since many people have written about the concept of is anybody out there, I know I am in the same existence, and it is a filter issue, since that same delusion was used on other people. I also know how it is constructed.

So it is a small bottle neck of people that must be flipped or removed from existence that is the problem. Since then people that understand they should mail me a few million dollars for the debt that is due would do that.

[Name removed]

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[ClassWarrior]

17. +1

:smoke:

NGU.

[RandomThoughts]

18. Not at all, just speaking in a form that is not what most people speak.

I learned it years ago in some conversations, it is conversation with fewer blockers, my friends understand it better.

[ClassWarrior]

19. The friends who speak to you from inside your elbow?

:shrug:

Just askin.

NGU.

[dionysus]

20. it's called stream of consciousness

[LanternWaste]

22. must have taken quite some time to accomplish

"I learned it years ago..."

Learning how to speak without being clear must have taken quite some time to accomplish. I can understand why you're proud of it...

[madinmaryland]

32. HAHAHA!!

:rofl:

[gratuitous]

26. There is no problem

The check could have been in the mail weeks, if not months ago, for what it would have been worth, even without that acknowledgement, accomplished with much ease. Or is that too much ease? But surely there aren't 17 to a pound, so that's not in dispute.

[GeorgeGist]

28. E-R-I-C

Not Derek.

[blondeatlast]

29. I thought NBC owed you the beer and travel money? Maybe this Cantor/NBC

link should be investigated?!

[dawg]

2. We are not two sides of the same coin .... us and them.

We think they are misguided boors who would, if they had the reins of power unsupervised, drive our country into a deep ditch. But they *know* that we are evil. So it doesn't matter what they say and do to us. They are the *good* guys and we are evil. We must be stopped at all costs.

[nadinbrzezinski]

4. Oh absolutely

and this little joke at the meta level is scary at multiple reasons, as to what it tells us about where we are and how divided we are. We inhabit two very different realities. Yes, day is night and night is day kind of a difference. I ask at times if we will be able to see across and realie that yes, there are things in common and work from there? At this point I don't think so.

[tblue37]

3. Huh? What does this post refer to? nt

[nadinbrzezinski]

6. Here

http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=view_all&address=439x348586

[Hissyspit]

10. You really should put this OP in that other thread, nb.

[nadinbrzezinski]

12. I wanted to keep it separate as it is more to the meta level

of what it means.

[Rex]

5. Bless there little souls...they thought it was factual.

Guess that is what happens to the side that takes lies over the truth for decades at a time.

[nadinbrzezinski]

7. I guess, and yes there is a little of jealousy

going as well

[The Doctor.]

8. Been a Mechwarrior forever.

Name does sound familiar.

Where's this 'Passion of the Palin'? I have to see!

[nadinbrzezinski]

9. The passion has to do with the series of posts

regarding blood libel on this site... some of them were mine.

If you have your copy of MW 3, it is in the Seventh Army Group I think set of credits for play testing. My copy is in storage.

[Make7]

11. RE: "I have posted what I do here... not hard, but my name? Private name?"

 
http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=show_mesg&forum=216&topic_id=2998&mesg_id=2998
 

[Obamanaut]

13. Good find. Is this, like, busted? nt

[nadinbrzezinski]

14. Good catch, I completely forgot about that one

You get the memory award

[snagglepuss]

31. How did you find that so quickly? As a donor you have a search

capability, however how would you know looking at the subject heading that Diest Games was going to reveal personal info about NB?

The gist of the matter is that a quick search of DU doesn't reveal NB's personal info which means a freeper who got that info had to do some digging which sugggests a creepy obsessiveness.

[nadinbrzezinski]

33. Or somebody who is a current member of Freeperland

who went to my wedding.

:-)

Just saying, that was not that difficult given that.

[snagglepuss]

35. What a despicable creep. That he knows you and was at your wedding makes

his action ever more reprehensible. What a sniveling pathetic slime ball.

Too bad he and the other freeper numbskulls don't put the same effort into raising their awareness of how repukes have played the freeper crowd for fools. How utterly brain dead must they be not to realize that the only group to benefit from repuke policies are the ultra rich, something they will never be.


For FREEPERS trolling this thread. What the fuck is wrong with you?

[nadinbrzezinski]

36. I suspect he was the source

cannot prove it, but it also goes into how divided we are.

As to sniveling, no, not really... just standard online world tactics... been on the web since the mid 1980s, so I know this.

Now from having talked to him over the years, that is why I have said for years this country will split. We live in two different worlds, we really do. Even if we inhabit the same exact country.

[Make7]

38. Her full name comes up in the text of various Google searches related to Deist Games.

http://www.google.com/search?q=deist+games

http://www.google.com/search?q=www.deistgames.com&start=10


Or one could just look at a WhoIs search result for www.deistgames.com:

http://whois.domaintools.com/deistgames.com


If I am not mistaken, she had www.deistgames.com in her signature here for a number of years. Perhaps someone that looked at a bunch of her posts here on DU noticed...
 

[nadinbrzezinski]

39. And I will repeat this

One freeper was at my wedding over 12 years ago... before DU AND Freeperland were even formed.

It is actually much much easier than that. No web searches needed, nothing needed like that.

He even posted on THAT thread... I could tell you the handle, but why bother?

[tammywammy]

40. It wouldn't be hard

A google of "nadinbrzezinski" gives you this link http://www.writerscafe.org/Nadin%20Brzezinski
Which has www.deistgames.com on it. A google of diestgames gives you a link right back to DU.

[snagglepuss]

42. Ok mystery solved. I suppose I am assuming people are as anal as I

am about my privacy. I have never posted anything my my name on line.

[nadinbrzezinski]

44. I ran an online gaming company

and security, and privacy... I also pointed out in another thread just how much of an illusion it really is.

As an online business it had to have thinks like contact info.

[MineralMan]

15. That could be how the name was discovered, but maybe not.

A quick search shows that you're all over the Internet. Somewhere, probably in several places, you've revealed that information, I expect.

Anonymity is pretty hard to come by for people who post a lot on the web. I had to finally give up and just make it easy for people to find me.

You could easily be wrong about how the information was found. That's what I suspect.

[JuniperLea]

21. You schooled me on this a while back!

Yeah, you may as well just let it all hang out and mind your p's and q's.

I did have a post from here copied elsewhere, sans :sarcasm: which made it look horrible. Bigoted racist I believe is what I was called. I got over it.

[nadinbrzezinski]

23. Hey I just went down to the Rec Games Mecha

to make that point and posted a post done in 1998...

Yes I could do earlier, but quite frankly don't feel like... digging through the archive.

[JuniperLea]

24. Context can be everything...

Emoticons are easily dropped. It changes everything.

[nadinbrzezinski]

25. Absolutely

[Joe Fields]

27. I have used my real name for over seven years.

I am not paranoid and no one is after me....except agent Mike is, I'm sure watching.

In other words, no big deal.

[walldude]

30. I lost a job thanks to a freeper who found out who I was

bastard called security where I was working and told them I had made a bomb threat.

It's not paranoia if they are really after you.

[snagglepuss]

34. I found my very uncommon name on a site I didn't want to be connected

with and requested they remove it. After some discussion we came to a compromise - the site replaced the last name with an initial. I then requested Google to purge my name which they did. You may want to do the same.

[walldude]

41. Thanks... this was years ago though and

I actually got a much better job after that. Fucking freepers can't do anything right :)

[cali]

37. how many theads on this are you going to post?

[Capn Sunshine]

43. what? Where am I?

jeesus, wtf did I just read :wow: