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I make an effort to avoid Republicans. I don't like the feeling of anxiety (in fact I have a bit of a problem with it), and I avoid arguments. I will get in an argument if I feel it will be productive, but I decided long ago that I'm just wasting my breath. Talking with Republicans brings about a combination of anxiety and frustration that I'd rather avoid. I feel at this point that no reasonable person can be a Republican, and what's the point in having a discussion with an unreasonable person? So I try to stick to like-minded people, or at least reasonable, informed people.
I am a little shy. I don't usually initiate friendships and I have trouble getting past the awkward moments. Even very casual, school-only friendships take months for me to build into.
I live in a dark blue state, I'm attending a state university with ~10k students ... how many Republican students could there be? I assume very few. Yet somehow I wind up sitting next to them in classes, and making friends with them. Why does this happen?
Some examples:
I had this one woman pegged as a progressive. We were in a few classes together. One day walking together between classes I told her a little about my activism. She said "I'm sorta Republican." I said, only half-joking, "I'm not sure we can be friends anymore." And we never talked about politics again. I don't avoid her, per se, but it certainly put the brakes on our otherwise promising friendship.
Another friend I know from a few classes. So we sit next to each other most of the time. I would have never guessed he was one of them. He's making his way through those last few classes he needs for his degree, working part time to make ends meet. I'm thinking "progressive", right? But I know better than to inquire about these things, by now. Yesterday he asked if I saw Palin's "speech", and he commented that he thought she was a good speaker. WTF.
Another school friend, I knew from the beginning that he was one of them since he had an animated argument about it out in the open, where everyone could hear. It ended with the progressive on the other side of the argument accusing the conservative of keeping his head in a box, and slamming a door. So I tried to avoid the conservative from that point on. The thing is, he is smart and good at what he does. He's a bit of a show off, on the other hand, he usually has the right answer. He is predictably self-centered, and this means all I have to do is demonstrate how something helps him (bonus points if it hurts others) and he'll do it. Sometimes this can save me some work. I think I can keep him at arm's length, carefully avoiding the dangerous topics. But it does bring the following question to the forefront.
How do I wind up with all these Republican people around me?
To be fair, many of my other efforts in surrounding myself with reasonable people have been successful. My partner and I are anti-Republican, and bashing the right-wing never gets old with us, after 3 years of living together. We have 1 friend who is totally on our side. We hang out with him often, and vent our frustrations freely. He often has something insightful to add. So I'm not exactly surrounded by Republicans. But there are enough of them for me to wonder, what are they all doing near me?
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