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Edited on Thu Aug-17-06 01:04 PM by sweetheart
From childhood, "fear" is to invoke the survival impulse, that you will not survive if you cannot get the attention of your mother, that you will not survive if you are abandoned, and this survival impulse hardens us in to our egos, looking out for number 1, without any consciousness of a greater society, as we're too busy just trying to survive... and for free, by introducing fear, the pukes erode all civil society by undermining its individuals to be weak and collapse in to their animal instincts for survival and feral dog eat dog willingness to accept brutality and to deliver it, to be abused and abuser.
And by this world of fear, we are a nation of abusers, repeating over and over the abuse on the innocent, so they know the fear like we did, whipp the fear of god in those kids so they cower like their daddys did. And who does this whipping?
Fear does not work when one does not answer the base impulse to follow it. If you feel deeply and totally all the fear right now, the incompleteness, the failures, the loss, but not like an animal, not running away, apparent fear offers a golden gift.
Anger is based on fear, universally, fear of loss, and giving angry men gorillas the microphone, and then not having the maturity to listen "through" fear, to turn the presence of this social no-go area in to an area of awakening. The worst that will happen in life is that you will die and lose everything, and this will already happen, fact.
So then the only way to be controlled by fear is to run away from it constantly like a lemming. There is nothing to fear but fear itself. If ghosts are mirages, we only know it if we don't run away, acting like mature persons, and not craven children. Is our new world one where nobody ever grows up?
As a young child, duck and cover was a fun game, where everybody stopped and did something totally different, and it only became about fear when i felt the fear of the teacher when she explained why the drill was necessary, and then duck and cover became a form a child terrorism, a sick nationwide child abuse perpetrated without apology by a society of abusers and terrorists, a society that exports war and bully force to represss democracy and women wherever on earth, to take us to fear and war, where it survies on its cultural edge, counting on the second law of social thermodynamics to take us down to hell.
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