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We met before I even worked there and once we were dating, I got a job there. (That's beside the point, but just explaining).
I was a sales assistant at the time, and my boss was an amicable enough fellow.
Well, one day, just out of the blue, he would come to my cubicle to talk to me and start rubbing my shoulders :wtf:
Well the first time I was really caught off guard...I thought "what the fuck is this shit all about?" and I found a reason to get out of my chair and do...something else.
A few days later, hands on shoulders again.
Then a few days later. Then the next day.
And it was during working hours. My cubbie was right across from another worker's desk who could sit right in her chair and see what was going on. He'd do this in front of people, and I was embarassed and ashamed. I SHOULD say something, but what do I say? Not only is *MY* job at risk, but my boyfriend's as well.
It was creepy and I hated it. I mentioned my uncomfortablity with this to another coworker (female) and she just shrugged it off and said, "oh that's the kind of guy Bill is. He's done it to everyone. Hell, he's probably only doing it so he can look down your blouse ha ha ha" and walked off.
I told my boyfriend (now husband) about it, and he suggested I complain and complain loudly. But I was afraid.
I ended up leaving the job shortly thereafter to go to school full time. About 3 years later, I returned to work there, and Bill had been promoted and wasn't my boss anymore.
Now, I wonder WHY THE HELL didn't I file a complaint? Well, I rationalize that by saying "I was poor, my boyfriend was poor, and we had the best paying jobs in town, and would have been reduced to making $5.15 an hour had I spoken out".
That doesn't make it any better though, and I've never let anything like that go unchallenged again.
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I have found that THE most irritating thing about Sexual Harassment (much like mysogony) is the LENGTHS people will go through to just 'explain it away' or rationalize the behaviour.
I've heard everything from:
it's in your head you're overreacting you're making too much out of a little thing oh, come on, he didn't mean it that way Oh, I'd take THAT as a compliment
etc etc
And I agree with you about vile and vulgar women in the workplace. I've had to work with them and have had to tell my share of women to KEEP IT TO YOUR FUCKING SELF. I don't CARE about your sexlife. I don't CARE how deep you can take it. I don't CARE how many guys you've fucked in the last week. I DON'T FUCKING CARE.
I think alot of women (at least the one's I've had to deal with that are like this) have the "MUST ACT LIKE A MAN TO SUCCEED IN MARKETING" attitude. You know--they pretty much would wear a fake phallus to work if they thought it could get them ahead at work (no pun intended). THey're the ones that do everything they can to emulate the men they work for, with, and around, as if that would make these men FORGET that these women are, you know, women, and instead mistake them for 'one of the boys'.
They were also the ones that, as much as they tried to act like men (read: act like assholes to everyone around them), they were also the tall leggy faux blondes with fake boobs and 4 inch heels. They wanted it both ways---they wanted to use their sexuality to get that sales deal, or to make promotion AT THE SAME TIME, they felt that acting assholish and vulgar and vile would get them the same sales deal or promotion. It was a strange dichotomy. UberFemale on the outside, priggish male on the inside
:shrug:
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