oscar art

[Rising Phoenix]

to die for


to die for 2


fiddledee dee


n. portman


jazz drummer 2

[AllenVanAllen]

1. I really dig to die for!

That's the Ledger Joker right?

[Rising Phoenix]

2. it most certanintly is

such a great artist he was and he saved my life.....

[AllenVanAllen]

3. He was a brilliant actor, gone far too soon

Even in roles like "Monster" his performance stayed with you. Here is a 1/5th scale head study i did of the ledger Joker:
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Do you mind me asking how he saved your life?

[Rising Phoenix]

4. love the art

about a week before he died, an old child hood friend sent his kids off with his wife's twin sister for a sleepover, the aunt was bipolar and undressed herself and the kids and walked into traffic on the highway, killing all of them

For weeks I was tortured by dreams in which, when babysitting my nephew, he jumped of a roof and died, and I was too crazy to save him

I was going through a med change....all that, I am bipolar

I went to the ER because I was 5 secs from taking my life. As I waited in the lobby, yes they made me wait, the news told the story of heath's death......I started to bawl....all that talent, beauty , love.....gone. Gone because he didn't know how special he was..... I swore I wouldn't let myself end up the same way........he couldn't see his magic, and I couldn't see mine, but now I do....that was a year ago.....when I am having a hard time of it.....I used to cut,drink, drug.....now watch heath......and remember,I am living for both of us....

[AllenVanAllen]

5. Thank you for sharing your story

I hope you can continue to find piece of mind in this crazy place we live in. It's not easy, but nothing worth doing is.

[Rising Phoenix]

6. I think so too......