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I didn't do much photography there, just a few amateur snapshots every once in a while until I ran out of film. I had planned to return the way I had come, overland, cheapest class, but got knocked down by (probably) E. Coli Afghani, and after a week or so (time got hazy) of diarrhea and jaundice flew back to the US. An overnight stop in Amsterdam, and my recovery was well underway, but when I landed in NY and took the bus to La Guardia for the next leg, I was absolutely stunned by how gray and dismal the world had become.
It was was worse than surreal. Maybe sub-real. I had been so long in so many places where life just shouted out its presence in every possible color and voice. Thousands of years of cultures that had diversified in every imaginable way and were celebrating beingness in brilliant living color. Jains walking nude, and/or nearly, on a pilgrimage to A 60-foot high statue of a nude saint, a scrum at the bus ticket office where I had to yell out my destination when trying to reach the Buddhist Caves in Ajanta, a drink of rotgut with some turbaned tribals in the region as I walked back to the nearest town, the most delicious meal ever served on a banana palm leaf at the bus stop at Jog Falls, a truly harmonious cacophony of "all" the top Bollywood hits outside a rented room in Bombay, small shrines with flowers and incense on every corner in Varanasi, ... and so on. (Experiences in Europe were similar, in many ways.)
And then returning to a place where the world was made of asphalt, concrete, or steel. Where history began a couple hundred years ago with imperialism and had thereafter continued with imperialism and the suppression of difference, or worse. And where killing "the other" was thought to bring merit.
Over the years I've done this and that to help bring change here, but I suspect by enjoyment of nature photography has at least a little to do with the gut feeling that the diversity of raw nature has the same kind of integrity and truth that I found so severely missing in this "civilization" when I returned from that trip.
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