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About a week I guess. I was going to say something in GD about race relations, but you guys suggested that I post a draft here first so you could help me keep from getting torched too bad. I think that was a good suggestion and I'm going to take you up on it. I would also be interested in making this a collaborative effort if anyone wants to jump in, but this might be too personal for that to work. We will see. So, here we go.
I'm a 37 year old white man. Might as well get that out of the way first to avoid any confusion.
About a week ago someone posted a thread in GD containing a link to a silly web site that had put up a stereotypical list of a bunch of things white people like. I thought it was pretty funny, but GD didn't think so. Then the real hilarity ensued. The poor, oppressed, white people of DU started crying, "Racism!" Now that's funny. The reason I think that's so funny is because I remember my history lessons about the slaves, and Abe Lincoln, and the Civil War, and jim crow, and the civil rights struggle, and Martin Luther King Jr. I also know that there is nothing a black person can say or do, short of physical violence, that can hurt me. Ethnic slurs? If it wasn't for it probably being said out of extreme anger, it might tickle my funny bone. Denied jobs based on being a white guy? Never. I've only had one black boss and he never had a problem with me. I've been a trucker for the last 13 years and if you can drive a truck it doesn't matter if you are purple, you can get a job. You might want to get that looked at, though. Racial profiling? Well, when I was 17, had long hair, drank and drove, and smelled like reefer...maybe. Wait, that's not racial profiling. That's young punk profiling. Denied a good education because I'm white? Are you guys getting the picture here?
Wait...there is one thing a black person can do to me that can hurt me. When I was in the 2nd grade my family lived in a black neighborhood. We didn't live there because we were enlightened white people trying to de-segregate the city of Dayton, Ohio (more on this town in a minute). We lived there because, frankly, we were too poor to live anywhere else. So I went to school with the black kids. I knew I kind of stuck out and that I was different from most of the kids. But it didn't take long before I made a few friends and felt comfortable there. One of my friends was a black kid named Caleb. We would hang out on the playground together and do the things that 7 year old boys do. Then one day Caleb started ignoring me and I didn't know why. I finally got it out of him. He said that his dad told him not to talk to any of the white kids at school. I knew Caleb didn't hate me, though. And when I became a man and started to understand the complexities of the world, I understood why Caleb's dad felt the way he did about white people...and I don't hate him.
Yeah, that's the only time a black person has ever hurt me. Some of you may know that I write stories about my adventures on the road. I drove team with a black man for about a year and I wrote a story about him. If you are not a familiar with team driving a truck, that means that two drivers occupy the same truck at the same time. They live with each other in that truck, sometimes for over a month at a time. I named my co-driver "Caleb" in the story.
Dayton. I've lived here since I was 4. This is the part of the world where I feel most at ease. There are more glamorous, temperate, and exciting places to live, I guess, but none of them can make me feel the way this place does. But Dayton is a troubled place. Lots of people out of work around here right now. And despite being a liberal city (not counting the suburbs) and having a 60% black majority (last I heard) the city of Dayton is still segregated a great deal in the housing and education departments. The lines are most clearly drawn in the divide between poor black people and poor white people. If you are poor and white you live on the east side. If you are poor and black you live on the west side. On both sides housing prices and business development are depressed, but it's much more pronounced on the west side. Crime is a problem on both sides. And despite these two groups of people having almost everything in common aside from their skin color, they generally do not mix. It's been like that for as long as I can remember. Some of you people from the big cities on the east and west coasts probably wouldn't believe it unless I took you on a tour of the place. There are no jim crow laws to keep these people separated, but there is still segregation.
Here's a tip white folks. This is the way I keep myself honest regarding racial matters. I keep my mind open to the idea that no matter how enlightened I think I am I may still harbor some racist attitudes and beliefs. In doing that I have discovered such things in myself and I was able to root them out and make myself a better person. It works for sexism and homophobia as well. I realized that when I look at a white man I see just another person. But when I look at a black person or a woman or a gay man I may not be seeing what is really there- just another person. I may be seeing my own biases and bigotry being reflected back to me.
Okay everyone. I'm running out of steam. Worked all night. I'll leave it at that and I eagerly await your input. I can probably pick it back up tomorrow. Or if you like it as is, maybe it would be a good place for someone else to jump. I'll catch you later. Wow! Spell checked it and no mistakes. Am I a bad ass or what?
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