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The other day I read that a zoo in Boston may have to close and euthanize up to 20% of their animals. I freaked out and started to descend into that awful, agonizing helpless place...the same place that led me to adopt Luna. But this time, as I was wrestling with my upset, I heard very loud and clear, "They Will Not Suffer." And let go of it....it's out of my hands. There is nothing I can do. But it was a different voice than my former guardian spirit. I knew his voice quite well, and it was someone very powerful I knew in real life. But this voice, I didn't recognize. Very strange.
Last night, for the first time in a couple weeks, I consulted my angel oracle. I drew the archangel Michael of dreams and the unconscious, the angel of transformation and 'just surrender.'
And then I woke up at 11:30, just an hour or so after falling asleep. I think I had to steal my pillow back from Luna. When I laid back down, my entire body was vibrating, really fast. And intense sinus pressure again. I felt it vibrating for hours. Couldn't fall back to sleep. It finally stopped when I got up, made some tea and got online. Is this part of the shift? Is this the vibration that everyone is always writing about? We're in the eclipse sandwich, right?
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