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For both all the information, and your good wishes.
I've actually been sick for 14 years with CFIDS/Fibromyalgia, and a little more than half that time, non-functional (ie couldn't work, and often couldn't even take care of myself). The past 5 years have been particularly h&llish, for over a year I was bedridden and the next 3.5 essentially housebound, too ill to go out. It's only been since the summer that I've started to live a bit more of a 'normal' life; I still cannot work, but at least I can do my own shopping, driving and have even eaten out a few times.
I feel like I've been dead the past 5 years, and once again, I have to start my life all over again (at 39). There have been many, many losses (the only thing that has survived all of them is my old car!) - loss of friends, job, money, independence, relationships...the first time I had to do it, I was 27, and was a lot easier. I thought Pluto would be more prominent in my chart with these losses and 'transformations', hitting personal planets or important points, but it isn't. Just a conjunct to Uranus, a trine to the MC...though it is part of a kite formation that I have.
I hang on to hope of something better, and that's why I was questioning this progression, with the hope that it will bring beneficial change.
I noticed some interesting transits on Jan 1, in addition to what you mentioned...including transiting Venus opposite my natal Mars, transiting Mars square my Venus, and transiting Jupiter opposite my Venus. Transiting Saturn is also conjunct my Venus. Venus is getting hit! I wish I could use the opportunity. x(
I will check the ephemeris and note when the progression is aspected. Thanks again for the wonderfully detailed answer! :hug: :hi:
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