There's some serious shit stirring out there, my friends.....

[OneGrassRoot]

I'm not psychic, but I am an empath. Beyond the obvious chaotic energies that we witness in cycles here at DU, there are some seriously intense energies bubbling over "out there."

We're even feeling it "in here" at ASAH. Extra hugs to FirstLight and everyone having an extra challenging time right now. :hug: :hug: :hug:

:grouphug:

I can't say anything huge is going on with me personally other than the norm, aside from websites crashing and such.

But I certainly am witnessing it get more extreme as we draw near the 11:11. One dear lightworker friend was abused by her SO last night -- it's been building and building and it reached the breaking point.

Many are reaching their breaking point and having a hard time holding on to hope -- especially if they pay attention, as we do, to current events.

As usual, I don't have any answers nor words of wisdom, just bringing attention to something that is no doubt very apparent to all of us.

Actually, I will share a few things which may or may not be of value to some of you.

Here is something I read that resonates right now:

"The most significant date this year is 11-11. Dark forces want you to ignore this date because you could use it to release all kinds of things that may normally take several years to release. However, it is an inner date and not an appropriate time for outer world, group or world meditations. It is a day for PERSONAL growth not planetary healing. Although they are intertwined with the truth that healing ourselves is the most effective thing we can do to bring healing to the world.

On November 11, 2009 spend as much of the day as you can in focused meditation for your own ascension."



And here is an Elders' Meditation I received through email this morning:


The greatest strength is in gentleness.
Leon Shenandoah, ONONDAGA

Our Elders have taught us many lessons about becoming a Warrior an how
to think and act like one. We have been told about the power of gentleness.
We have been told about the power of the stillness. Physical power is about
effort. Mental power is the opposite. It's about being effortless or less any
effort. Gentleness is one of the greatest attributes of the Warrior and one of
the greatest mental powers. It takes a lot of love to be gentle. Gentleness is
not an ego word, gentleness is the weapon of the Great Spirit.


More :hug:

[BlueIris]

1. I've been feeling this since the beginning of October.

But I didn't want to post about it for the sake of not discouraging others, sending out more negativity, etc. It is very dark out there, although, for the record, I think it's lightened up...a little. In the sense that a patient will sometimes feel less pain after his appendix has ruptured. I also feel that...well...some of the frustrations we have had with our leaders will begin to be "resolved" soon. Brace yourselves for major revelations.

[OneGrassRoot]

21. I'm glad you sense that it's letting up a bit...

I don't recall EVER feeling on such a rollercoaster ride as I have these last six months or so. Life can feel so promising that morning, and by night it's as though the world is coming to an end. I've learned to take life moment by moment, but still....this is ridiculous. I must admit, I'm not surfing these waves gracefully. I feel rather pummeled by them, truth be told.

I'm ready for major revelations. I'm ready for walls to crumble and for us to lead with the heart.

[BlueIris]

24. Uh, okay. I still feel the tide of past corruption has crested, (sort of)

but what's going to come out of this, for the Democrats especially, is not pretty. I wish I could post that I feel the Party will come out of this on the higher ground, but I don't see that happening. I also sense that the coming revelations will kick off a civil war on this site, the likes of which we haven't seen since the primary wars of '04. So I wouldn't get too excited about the future, or expect us to start leading with the heart anytime soon.

[Why Syzygy]

26. There is already

a cold war at DU. VERY different perspectives, and it can't be attributed to "Big Tent".

[BlueIris]

29. Yeah, I know. But I'm sensing, uh,

mushroom cloud level of anger, hostility, permanent disillusion.

[OneGrassRoot]

28. okay...lol

I hear you. I'd like to have some clarity about leadership and what's REALLY going on. If revelations result in disappointment and disgust and being surprised, so be it. I can't imagine I'll be shocked by much at this point. ;)

[Delphinus]

43. I guess I feel

the corruption is still going on ... for both sides.

[get the red out]

2. Extra frustration

OGR, my recent experience is in total agreement with this. I have been feeling extra frustration with those who refuse to wake up at all for a few weeks now. I just look around sometimes and can't believe the way people think.

Just yesterday a very liberal, Democratic high school friend insulted then unfriended another friend on facebook when she discovered the other lady was Wiccan. I was aghast, the first lady and I have discussed how neither of us buy into organized religion, but her programming from living in a very closed minded part of the country was just too much to over come I suppose; and she decided the best thing was to write hurtful things to another human being then reject them in order to uphold the propaganda. I use this as an illustration of people just running in fear.

Another friend of mine (local, not on computer), whose entire identity is that of VETERAN was blaming the President for something his mortgage company did. Hates the President because he is a white ubber-male and never gave him a chance. The guy has found his scape goat and is sticking to it. I could go on an on with people running, hiding, blaming. Scattered in fear and basically howling at the moon! Then I get afraid of the mass of THEM, the angry unthinking lot that rages and screams, letting their fear infect me in the opposite direction when I worry what they will cause to happen to this country.

Weird energy indeed. Fear everywhere and spreading. I have wanted to do little more than concentrate on the most mundane activities lately, things that keep me focused on what I am doing and not what I can't control out there. It feels like burying my head in my cooking or knitting while wolves howl outside the window.

[JanusAscending]

3. This means so much to me now.

Especially your writings of the Onondaga elder. This is the Nation of my heritage in NY State. Aside from all of my medical mysteries going on, I'm feeling the intense pressure and fear of the masses who feel hopeless! Being an empath makes it much more intense, and harder to sort out, and separate them/me !! I will take this to heart in re to 11/11. I have a hard time "keeping my cool" with some on GD on DU. I just had to tell some freeper this AM re a post about Holy Joe, and blaming Ct. Dems just for the fact that he exists, to piss off with his nasty attitude!!! Lord help me to be more gentle with my political foes!! I just don't know how our President manages to keep his cool at times!!?? Maybe he has a special closet in the White house that he goes into and cusses 'til the walls catch fire and :banghead: I feel financial pressures all around me, too many to even mention, and I know that there are those here and out there much worse off than myself. Therefore I will just turn inward to face my own demons down and try to be as gentle with myself as I should be with others!! Again...thank you for this illumination!

[OneGrassRoot]

20. Please let us know what your workup reveals....

You're very much on my mind. Sending huge healing hugs your way.... :hug: :hug: :hug:

[OneGrassRoot]

4. In keeping with this "be kind to ourselves" message that is a theme today.....

I just received this via email and thought I'd share. I think it's for all of us. ;)

We already know it; sometimes we need a gentle reminder.

:grouphug:


November 9, 2009
Thoughtfulness of Self
Virgo Daily Horoscope

You may feel thoughtful and considerate of others today. You may feel more in tune with the needs of your loved ones and, as a result, find yourself performing small acts of kindness on their behalf. While you may be focusing most of your attention on others, you may also wish to focus some loving kindness toward yourself today. A good way to do this is by tuning in to your emotional and physical needs and honoring them. Taking time to meditate and reflect can help you to connect more deeply with your spiritual center, which will help you feel more centered as you go about your daily routine. Honoring your need for rest will keep your energy strong and encourage a positive outlook, which will inspire you to devote more attention to others also.

Being sensitive to our own need for a balanced life can give us the energy and motivation to better help others. Our generosity and thoughtfulness toward others can often cause us to give more of ourselves than we realize and result in feelings of fatigue. If we instead make an effort to extend kindness to ourselves, we will be able to keep our energy strong and our mind-set positive. As we devote time to self-care and strengthening our spiritual connection, we will find ourselves feeling energized, compassionate, and balanced. We then have the physical stamina and emotional drive to devote more attention to the needs of others. You can better share your thoughtfulness with others by first taking time to honor yourself today.

[northernlights]

5. I started feeling it early last week

Rages about to bubble over for several days. Some relief (unfortunately) after the killings. And then I separated from it. Not sure how. I think because I'm totally wrapped up in exams and labs all week, so have effectively 'tuned out' the energy at least for the moment. I shouldn't even be in here now...should be getting some chores and study done before work. But trying to clear my head of exam this am and get caught up.

Wait, I just remember what happened last week. First Monday and Tuesday am could feel the rage washing through me from all over.

Then my sinuses were acting up so Tuesday night I took an antihistamine. Slept, but not well. Could feel high frequency (higher than trembling or shivering feels) all through me but was warm under electric blanket plus 80 pound dog-fire. Sinuses were still bad.

Wednesday night took another antihistamine. This time, I didn't sleep all night, but went into some kind of trance. The vibrations same as Tuesday, but much, much stronger. And information pouring through my brain. This lasted until 2am, but I couldn't consciously remember the information except the word 'urea', although I remember wishing it hadn't been uninalysis because that exam wasn't until this week, and Thursday's was medical technology in general. The rest of the night, the vibrations reduced to about Tuesday night's level and the trance was gone. Just more zombie-like, while paying attention to the vibrations. No tossing and turning...just still but awake.

I wanted to write about it, but just have been flat out except when I steal fragments of time...

and now I just keep from tuning in to it. Just keep focussed on task at hand....as totally in the now as I can be.

[Matariki]

6. That's a clever caveat - 'dark forces want you to ignore'

what the writer of the article is saying, i.e. if you think the person is talking nonsense you're being influenced by 'dark forces'. oy.

what's significant about November 11th per se? Some astrological line up or just nice numerology in the western calender?

[OneGrassRoot]

7. Yeah, I'd normally think the same thing...lol

I didn't link to it because it was a private forum and not an article really, but it definitely resonated with me. I know the person who wrote it, so I know a "caveat" wasn't her intention. If I didn't know her, I'd probably have the same reaction you did. ;)

I'm not much on "dark forces" type of talk. That makes me cringe a bit. But "ickiness" seems to be running amok...lol...that's the only way I can describe what I'm feeling.

Hmmmm....hopefully someone else will chime in with specifics about 11:11. There's a lot written about it; actually, it's written about every year, numerologically speaking, but there is something supposed extra significant about this year.

Sometimes that stuff sticks and resonates as it did this time, given what I'm feeling in my daily life, and other times I feel, "Good grief, there's so much energy attached to this date or that date and nothing significant EVER seems to really happen!"

Basically, I tend to share what I'm personally feeling and experiencing, and if there are other things being discussed that seem to tap into that, I'll share that, too. That's all I got. lololol

:hi:

[winyanstaz]

9. In numerology....this year is especially significant because....

the date 11/11/2009=11...
so could be written 11/11/11.
that would be also written as
2/2/2
which is also in the final reduction =6

[northernlights]

8. I usually pick up on those kinds of caveats right off the bat

but I didn't get that sense with this.

11/11 has been kicking around for over two decades now, as a major date. I never understood why. I thought at the time it was silly -- people around me started seeing 11:11 every time they look at their clocks. But we have an inner clock and it didn't occur to them that they were programming themselves to look for it.

Having said that, it's interesting to read this. I had noticed in the last week it was 11:11 it seemed every other time or so that I checked the time. So I was laughing at myself.

But, it's been a strange, strange week to 10 days for me in many respects. :shrug:

[Callie McAllie]

10. I am definitely feeling the chaos all around me

And I know my son is feeling it too. Can't wait for it to get better, honestly!

There is some biblical reference to 11/11 as well. Can't recall what it is, exactly, but I just saw it the other day when I googled the significance of the number 11 for a friend whose daughter who is turning 11 on 11/11.

Hope this energy turns around soon and the dark forces diminish.

O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)O8)

[MorningGlow]

12. Here too

Last night before bed my son said he felt "a disturbance in the Force" (I love that my kid is a second-generation Star Wars fan). He had said the same thing when Ida had made landfall and was affecting our weather (mostly barometric pressure, as it didn't even rain here) two days ago. Since the weather has cleared up, though, it's still been "off", only in a different way. I asked MG Jr. what he meant by "a disturbance in the Force", and he couldn't quite put it into words--just that he felt like bad energy was invading. Pretty astute for a 6 YO.

[OneGrassRoot]

13. Wow....

that's pretty intense, MG.

It is indeed a disturbance in the Force. How appropriate.

:hug:

and :hug: to the Little Man. :)

[northernlights]

15. very, very intense today

yesterday I wrote about the vibrations I was feeling physically in my body last week. After writing that, I took a shower and while relaxing in the shower realized that the vibrations are still there. They've been continuous -- I've just been too absorbed in "doing" to feel them. I also felt like my heart was almost racing. After years of meditation, I can feel my heartbeat, so took my pulse to confirm. It wasn't racing, but much, much faster than normal resting pace. Yet all I'd been doing was sitting and reading and then standing in hot shower. Very relaxed and calm, but vibrating.

and today...craziness. Started out ok, but now everything is blowing up and I'm physically trembling from the inner vibrations. It's very hard for me to write or type, because of the intensity.

And I've been feeling rage, rage, rage swirling since this morning while muck,ing oout. Sleep was fine (relieved it didn't start in the middle of the night or I'd be sleep deprived on top), but since around 8 or so this am...crazy rage energy.

And my reading glasses have totally disappeared. I was wearing them while studying, came into the kitchen to fix lunch with them still on my head. Got a highlighter, printed a document, returned to study. No glasses. Anywhere. Poof. gone.

Rage boiling over. I dread to think what will be happening out there because I just can't transmute it any more, and I expect others are the same. I'm sending it right back out.

[OneGrassRoot]

18. My dear....

you most DEFINITELY need hugs!!!!

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

[northernlights]

32. thank you for that!

It must have made it through the wild energy out there because I was able to re-focus and re-submerge myself into my studies..thankfully! phew!

My mistake was coming up for air from urinalysis before plunging into the hematology -- didn't expect the wild energy out there during my little break! Yoiks!!!! :hug: :hug: :hug:.... back at ya! :D

[MorningGlow]

33. Me too!!!

For me, it's like Mercury retrograde without Mercury being retrograde. I had used that analogy a couple of weeks ago, when I had my insane morning with everything going wrong. Different feeling, though--that energy was just nuts; this time it's more :grr: :grr: :grr:.

For some reason, there's lots of general stupidity running rampant today--and what's more frustrating, it's been coming from people who are usually trustworthy.

1) I took my car in to be fixed yesterday, which was a pain for me and for Mr. MG, as he had to be around to take Jr. to school, then follow me to the garage, then pick up the kid, then we all had to go to get my car just before dinner. The change in routine made me fritzy (not the least of which was that Mr. MG decided to take the day off; now I know why retired wives want to murder their retired husbands who are always underfoot--!) Anyway, the most important repair was to fix a leak in my wiper fluid reservoir and/or hose. With a Jeep Wrangler with its straight-up-and-down windshield, I can't afford to be without blue juice when the road salt starts flying. In the afternoon, the mechanic called and said he was having trouble finding the leak; I told him it was a slow one and to keep trying. Late in the day, we picked up my car. Sometimes the mechanic is in the office and talks to you about your repairs, but yesterday he wasn't. I assumed all the repairs had been done, because nobody told me they weren't. Today I had an inkling to look under the hood and...the blue juice they had put in was mostly gone. I checked the invoice that was stapled to my receipt, and sure enough, no mention of the leak. They just GAVE UP and never mentioned it. So I had to call the garage and read them the riot act, and NOW I have to take the car BACK in on Monday--but at least they'll let me wait for it. (However, sitting in a garage waiting room is not the way I want to spend my Monday morning--!)

2) Today was the last day for the contractors to work on the outside of the house. They said they expected to wrap things up today, no question. Around the time they went to lunch, MG Jr. and I left to have lunch with my mom and run some errands, and we got back late. The guys were gone; they had finished the clapboards, the outlet, the light by the back door. They had swept up and had taken all their tools. And they forgot to put the screen door on. I KNEW they were going to forget it, even though I reminded them a few days ago. So now I have to hold the last check to make them come back and do it.

3) Much as I love my child, I would like to determine if there is a muzzle for hoomins. For some reason he's been talking NONSTOP ALL FREAKING DAY, mostly a running narrative of the video games he's been playing. I just want him to take. a. damned. breath. and give me just two minutes of relief.
So like I said, general stupidity, massive frustration, fritzy me, and and and.... :nuke: I have 2/3 of a bottle of wine and I am SO tempted to pour a glass well in advance of dinnertime...! Not like me, not at all.

[northernlights]

34. um...pour me a glass to while you're at it?

:pals: on the topic of mercury retrograde, how did my post below end up duped? once with the number # assigned? I definitely could use a little help here...

:toast:

[OneGrassRoot]

35. Make it two, please...

[MorningGlow]

38. Me likey that picture

For me, it's leftover chicken chili and Ravenswood Zinfandel--a little less refined, but good nonetheless. Oh--and I have to try to avoid the leftover Halloween candy. I feel that I will fail. And tonight, I'm okay with that. :evilgrin:

[MorningGlow]

36. It's this stuff--good for you?

[OneGrassRoot]

37. Works for me! :)

:toast:

[northernlights]

40. works for me too!

oh, and I'll be more than happy to relieve you of the temptation of that halloween candy. :D I'm way past avoidance, on the road to de nile.

[Eurobabe]

11. Thanks for that meditation on gentleness

I'm nursing a horrendous cold and am happy just being still today. :hi:

I would agree though, something is whirling in the cosmos, I feel a great sense of confusion these days, about everything. :shrug:

[OneGrassRoot]

16. I hope you feel better soon....

:hug:

It's cold and stormy here today, with remnants of Ida, so the idea of snuggling under covers with a warm cup of tea sounds so nice.

You should do that. Hopefully you are. :)

[japple]

14. I found this posted today at spiritlibrary.com. Some of what she

says resonates with me, esp. the part about not judging others by how they appear lest they be angels.

http://spiritlibrary.com/gillian-macbeth-louthan/111111-portal

[OneGrassRoot]

17. That came in email and I have yet to read it...

will do so next. :)

Thanks for the reminder.

:hug:

[moonbeam23]

19. 11 11 11 !!

Interesting post...thank you.. this intense energy is the astral manifestation of the Saturn/Pluto square...

The anger is coming from the mass consciousness as people are starting to wake up and realize how badly they are being ripped off and mistreated by the "PLUTOcrats" lol...

It's a civil war of sorts on the other planes...and a galatic war on yet other planes...the dark t-shirts have already lost, but they keep insisting on playing...we just want to surrender to the Light and live in peace...

The health care reform was supposed to be a universal coverage out of our Jupiter/Uranus/Chiron conjunction that has been on the US moon, but instead it has been hijacked by the forces of greed and corruption...they intend to use this bad bill to strike the final blow to the working and middle class and turn our beloved nation into a third world country...

i am so angry and disgusted...if it weren't for the promise of 2012 i would be losing it too...There are good things happening under the radar and all the channeled advice to focus on what we want to collectively create is spot on, but sometimes hard to do in the middle of the chaos...this seeming chaos is the death struggle of the dying sixth ray of Idealism/Devotion (ruled by Mars exoterically and Neptune esoterically) as the seventh ray of Ceremonial Magic/Order (ruled by Uranus) starts pouring onto earth more and more...it started to manifest more openly in 1775-what a coincidence lol....so far it seems to be operating too much on the level of Big Business and black magic...

To me, this seems like an excellent day to meditate for the world and all of humanity as well as our personal ascension process...love and light

[OneGrassRoot]

22. Wow!!!

What a brilliant ball of energy and light you ARE, moonbeam23!!!

Welcome, welcome to ASAH:DU....so very nice to have you join us! Thank you for sharing your insights and wisdom. I very much look forward to more! :)

:grouphug:

[moonbeam23]

23. thank you for those kind words OGR

i've been lurking here for quite a few weeks now...you all have such good insights and information that i have been using...not much for talking about myself a lot (i am a Scorpio, after all lol),but i feel like i know many of you and can talk freely here...i don't post anywhere else and i refuse to surrender my privacy to join social networking sites...(i know, it's a fetish...my elderly mother even joined facebook)...i will say that i have been into metaphysics for 30 years...it is my life and living now...i am blessed... :bounce:

[OneGrassRoot]

25. Good for you....

both about not surrendering to social networking sites...lol...and about living your passion. You can inspire many, as most of us are working toward that. ;)

Love the bouncing dude. Maybe he/she can shake away the blahs today!



:bounce: :bounce: :bounce: :bounce: :bounce: :bounce: :bounce: :bounce: :bounce: :bounce: :bounce:

[Why Syzygy]

30. Welcome

to DU and ASAH, moonbeam23 :hi: Happy to have you here.

[northernlights]

welcome moonbeam23

I look forward to adding your input to everybody else's here. Please do feel free to share your insights -- we are a pretty welcoming group, and discussion is generally enhanced with more ideas and perspectives. :hi:

[northernlights]

31. welcome moonbeam23

I look forward to adding your input to everybody else's here. Please do feel free to share your insights -- we are a pretty welcoming group, and discussion is generally enhanced with more ideas and perspectives. :hi:

[murielm99]

42. Hi and welcome.

I can't say I know anything. I come here because the people are so welcoming. They make me feel healed and blessed. I feel as though anything my presence can give to them, through good thoughts or prayers, will never be enough to repay the kindness here.

I like other parts of DU, too. But sometimes our arguments can be brutal. Democrats just can't seem to get enough of arguing.

[get the red out]

27. Beautiful, I needed that!

Thank you. I have been very weird lately, I'm weird enough anyway. Your post gives me hope. It also gives me direction, which I need.

I have had a desire for simplicity and order so much that I started making things (which I haven't done much of in years) in September and haven't stopped. These simply activities give me such joy, like the rest of the world can move on as long as I am creating something.

[MorningGlow]

39. Welcome to ASAH, Moonbeam!

I like your energy already! :hi: :toast: :bounce:

[lildreamer316]

41. Glad to have you, Moonbeam!

:hi:

[moonbeam23]

44. thanks to all

:grouphug: