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My ego and my fears dissolved last week and I wrote this three-part poem. I share it here because, well, because I'm supposed to. Please let me know if you've had any experience similar to this, a realization that the Universe is One and I am part of it and there is nothing to be afraid of, nothing at all. I feel freer than I've ever felt in my life, to enjoy the Universe and God and all contained therein. It's hard to explain but I just want to dance, dance with joy and bliss. What has happened to me? Maybe you know.
5:01 AM, September 9, 2006
Bliss eternal I am Love Love surrounds me and penetrates me How can I sleep? I am not afraid I love I am Love Love is more than I am All is Love All is as it should be Love Love Love I am not afraid I can be love I can send love I can express love I can be love Love Love Love Love eternal and unchanged from the dawn of time I love you I love everyone Love Gentle kind love The gentle yoke of God Let it wash over me forever and ever Let me swim in the sea of love Let my ego dissolve in love No fear, just love Timeless, for all and everyone Utter forgiveness Creation, create! Recite the joys of love! Tender mercy of love Tender sex of love Tender love of sex Sex is love but love is more than sex Love is all that is Can’t I just love? Just be love? Just love everyone? Embrace All with Love? Be embraced by All with Love? Embrace Love with All? Yes! Just love Love penetrating and releasing Free from fear Only love Love is truth Truth is love There is no higher truth than love Blessed grace of love Encompassing all, matter, energy, form and thought Joy racing! Desire love! Love desire! Let love grasp you Free from fear Love everything Everything is love Released, free, liberated, loved and loving and love
Heaven in the Arms of a Stripper
She didn’t know who I was Just a paycheck, just a paycheck I didn’t know her Just an illusion, an illusion, no illusion about her illusion But it didn’t matter She touched me and I was not afraid She touched me and I loved my wife She touched me and I loved the Universe Meaningless, yet full of meaning Passionless yet full of passion Sexless, yet full of sex Silly and absurd, yet the most profound thing in the universe How? How can such a thing be true? But it is She touched me and I was not afraid She touched me and I loved my wife She touched me and I loved the Universe Can she know what she did for me? Did she hurt? Does she hurt? Does she even remember me? Just a paycheck, a paycheck, illusion But I was not afraid She dissolved my fear She dissolved my fear of existence Worth more than she could possibly know How could such a thing be true? But it is and I love her for that She dissolved my fear Liberation She knows me not But I sing for her
My Wife
My Wife I sing with love for her My Wife I sing with love for her I am love for her I am love with her I am lust for her I sing with love, lust, joy eternal, bliss unspeakable Love in her arms Existence in her breasts The Universe between her legs and in her body Tender mercy in her touch Absolution in her kiss Grace in her presence Honey is her taste and Beauty is her essence Joy in her soul I love her today I love her yesterday I love her month and year Decade, 17, 200 Eternal Yet more each day Tomorrow, forever Waves of love Pounding the shore of ego Let it go And love her My wife! If only you knew You saved me, long ago At the beginning of time we were together You, the Woman above all women The Woman who encompasses all women All women are contained within your body and your soul, my Wife Through you I love all women for you are all Women We created life, you and I, two fine sons to bless the world My wife Let us bless the world with our love again and our lust Beautiful lust, lust for love, lust for touch, blessed lovelust that creates and sustains
Never Forget This
Never Forget This If you try to grasp it with logic, it will flitter away Don’t explain it, Just Be It Just Be Love Let Love Be You And all else will melt away
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