maybe she really doesn't see it? This primary has reared an ugly side of her that I've never seen before. I always knew that Hillary was once a republican. In fact, one of my favorite authors, Diane Mott Davidson, says that Hillary Clinton lived in her dorm and tried to draft her into the Young Republicans:
"...Diane gave up writing to study political science at Wellesley. There she lived across the hall from Hillary Rodham (now Clinton), who drafted her into the Young Republicans!"http://www.dianemottdavidson.com/about.htmlBut this doesn't really matter. Hillary left the "dark side" a long time ago and has stood strong on some prominent Democratic issues. I've always admired her for that and her tenaciousness to stand behind Bill.
However, what strikes me now, as this primary continues and her desperation to win this race increases, is something that I've see in so many over the years growing up and living in the south which is--the mentality that blacks are "worthy" and "hard-working", and even "liked", however, they're not
quite as good as "them". I strongly believe it is the major factor fueling this tenacious race. Oh, many would never say it outright (unless they're Pat Buchanan) and they honestly would shudder if they--themselves--even thought there was the slightest chance they thought this way. But before now, the "status quo" has never been challenged on this level, which is why this primary has reared an ugly side of racism that is subtle and often not seen.
Sure black athletes are revered now, but I remember when Howard Cosell was reprimanded for his comment about a player when he said, "watch that monkey run." I don't think Cosell actually meant it to be an overt racist comment to ridicule, but the vile words stung and made a stance in how we approached black athletes after this. I know it still happens (Tiger Woods comes to mind) but it is quickly denounced and reprimanded. (Rush Limpball comes to mind here after Donavan McNabb comment)
So here we are at a time when a black man is running for the highest office in our country. The "bar" has shifted again and the "status quo" is being challenged again. I can hear the thoughts of those who wince at a having a black president: "A black man should not be president. They'll only 'cater' to their black folks,.." Yes, it's disgusting and sad, however, I say this because I've heard it many times growing up in the south and it all boils down to fear. Barack Obama was right when he said he "cringed" at how his grandmother was "fearful of blacks." He went on to say that she knew it was wrong, but couldn't help but feel that way. This was so telling of him and his ability to understand the plight of the black man as well as the fear of the whites. Many still feel this way, even though they don't realize it. I suspect many don't want to acknowledge their feelings, because they really
don't want to feel this way. But those seeds of racism were planted at an early age and they have roots.
Which brings me back to Hillary Clinton. While I don't think Hillary Clinton is racist. Let me say it again:I
DON'T think Hillary Clinton is racist, I do get a sense of entitlement that gives off the appearance of such and her words are proving this to be true. Whether that "entitlement" that she shows is due to her really believing she is "entitled", or whether there is a small part still in the back of her subconscious mind, is only for Hillary Clinton to know. But it has brought out the tones of inadvertent racism and that's what's bringing this hot topic to the center of her campaign.
Flush it out and get rid of the fear many say. But for some, it's rooted pretty deep. I strongly believe that it's the cause for many of the "hard white voters" that Hillary continues to speak of and while I don't really think she realizes how "racist" this sounds, (maybe she does, but I would like to think she doesn't) it continues to perpetuate the myth that "blacks aren't good enough," and that IS, racist thinking.
I'll be so glad when this isn't an issue any more, but I suspect it won't be in my lifetime.