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Edited on Wed Nov-25-09 09:56 PM by otherlander
...one of those people who can only be honest when they're drinking. But after you're laughed at for telling the truth enough times it becomes difficult. I don't just mean truth as in not-lying, I mean really speaking to the nobility and beauty of the world around you, fearlessly, in hopes that someone else will recognize it too. Too many people I know only do that when drunk or high. I know this one guy who's a political activist, pretty radical, has some pretty awesome visions for how he wants the world to be, but he only talks of them in scientific terms, means of production, sustainability, to the point where spirituality or love becomes a forbidden word. A couple of times when he was really stoned I started to see another side of him, and once, he jokingly told me about one time when he was on 'shrooms, how he was just thinking, why can't we all just get along and love each other? "And I never say that kind of shit!" he proclaimed. Well, I wanted to say, maybe you should try it sometime. Maybe it would be good for you.
But now I, also, am starting to understand why some people wind up silencing the most beautiful parts of themselves, a bit like the protagonist in Darkness at Noon, doubting the value of that "oceanic sense," and only dare to give a voice to it when they have the excuse of intoxication allowing them to laugh it off later. And I really don't want to become one of them. Any advice?
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