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Maybe pissed off isn't the right word.
I'm just feeling like I can't take things anymore.
My anxiety has gotten really bad lately, to the point where I feel nervous most of the time, especially at school.
And all people keep telling me to do is go to counselling.
I've been in counselling for years! If it was going to do anything, it would have done something by now! And, even worse, every counsellor I see seems to blame all my problems on being queer. They're, like, overly fascinated with my sexual orientation.
Even worse, I found out my mom registered my younger brother in this special anxiety therapy program...and not me!
My brother doesn't even have an anxiety disorder! He's a bit of a nervous kid, but doesn't have any actual problems stemming from it! It's just that he makes so much fuss about absolutely everything! I, on the other hand, am a pretty reserced person in real life...so maybe people think they have a license to ignore me because I'm not "HEY, LOOK AT ME, I HAVE PROBLEMS" every three seconds? (At least not in real life, haha). I just feel like people keep dismissing me and I'm scared of reaching a breaking point, but I don't know what to do.
:rant:
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