Guys I am ok . just had more things on my mind than going online.....

[UndertheOcean]

Boy , when they say a "bad" trip that's an understatement.


Thats my luck, I don't get the fun happy trip , I get the bad one.


It sorta felt like continuously waking up into the same nightmare , only 100 times worse.

I wanted a good enlightening trip where I find the meaning of life soo bad I feel let down right now.

sigh

[marzipanni]

1. Glad to hear you came down alright. It was pretty scary last night

with you having a weird trip, and JasonC worried about his fiancée.
:scared:

P.S. I took a half dose of acid about 40 years ago; it only made me high, no hallucinations. From what I've heard, it's not a good idea to do by yourself. I guess you know why.

[Suich]

2. I had a similar experience on 'shrms years ago, Halloween,

in a clown costume, supposed to go to a party...ugh!

Glad to hear you're ok!

:hi:

[RadiationTherapy]

3. It was a bad trip because your method was wrong, your inspiration was wrong

and your expectations were ill researched.

LSD is a beautiful and challenging drug; please take care and do it with some friends next time.

[UndertheOcean]

5. ok, I know , I am pathetic as Leftymom says.

change that , I can try to change that.

[RadiationTherapy]

8. I really get hostile about the word 'pathetic' because I am a former pathos myself.

I suppose if you say it is the case, then it is; if you can eliminate the 'pathetic' from who you are, you will be worlds happier. You will RULE the world (alongside myself and DS1).

Since you already tripped, please analyse what happened to you last night and find insight. A trip can be bad, but it is rarely useless.

Good luck.

[Pierre.Suave]

4. I did not think you were serious

I saw the title and thought it was a copycat in poor taste, so I did not even read the thread.

Glad you are ok.

[UndertheOcean]

6. You had something real to worry about , someone to worry about

I have no one. I don't know whats better

[auntAgonist]

7. good that you are ok BUT ...

don't you take other medication (thinking I read that from you once)relating to depression? Do you think it's wise to mix drugs and alcohol AND prescription meds? You really need to take better care of yourself.

aA

[UndertheOcean]

10. I know , I know ,,, but what can I do

I am reading philosophy avidly ... delving deeply into Mathematics and Physics. Listening to all kinds of Music . Searching through all kinds of Arts , seeking that which I cannot comprehend, But I need.

That presented itself as another possible way.

[marzipanni]

11. Here's a website you might like-

http://www.ted.com/

The brain is amazing, take care of it!

[JVS]

9. If at first you don't succeed!

[Swede]

12. Glad your ok UndertheOcean.

I had one bad trip and it seemed like years before i snapped out of it. You have to be in a happy place when you drop that shit.

[SPKrazy]

13. I would have predicted a bad trip for you

you have too much on your plate to let go and be free.

I know you are seeking something that feels like it is missing.

I want you to know that whatever you seek is really already within you just waiting to be discovered and that tripping on acid isn't going to bring it about.

Medicinally hallucinogens have potential, as religious additives they have potential. But they are not to be used lightly or by inexperienced persons without guidance for that purpose of enlightenment. Especially if the person has a plate full of problems that are chasing them.

I wish your experience had not been traumatic for you. Having had a bad trip once I know that it can be scarring in some ways for a while to come. Just remember and keep telling yourself that it was just the drugs that brought whatever nightmares to life for you.

I wish you well in your journey across this lifetime.

Peace

[Tuesday Afternoon]

14. dude--

you need to lighten up on yourself :hug:

glad to hear that you are ok.