Martymar64 appreciation thread

[GoddessOfGuinness]

Because we care about you...

Please let us know how you're doing.

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

[Muttocracy]

1. yes, please check in when you can

:hug:

[SPKrazy]

2. very concerned about you martymar

:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

don't give up man

[KitchenWitch]

3. Martymar64, please check in

We do care, and I know that even though your family is so far away, they will be bereft if you go through with your plans.

Please call the hotlines. Please hang on, do not give in to the veil of shadows.

:hug:

[skater314159]

4. We're here for you and we luv ya man!

:hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya::hug: :loveya:

[VenusRising]

5. Love and good thoughts to you, martymar.

:hug::loveya:

Let us know how you're doing, please. Take care of yourself.

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

[Withywindle]

6. You matter to us, Martymar64!

You matter to the world.

You matter to yourself. You matter to all the loved ones you haven't even met yet.

There's help out there. Please accept it. :hug:

[theredpen]

7. A smile

[marzipanni]

8. martymar64, please use the information skater314159 put in Aristus' thread

We need to hang in here together and stick around, as Bush regime is almost done it has to get better!:hug:

[Aristus]

9. Martymar64 RULES!

:headbang:

:hug::pals:

:-)

[GoddessOfGuinness]

10. kick

[Sugar Smack]

11. Has anyone seen him around today in any of the forums?

I'm going to do a search.

[Sugar Smack]

12. It seems like the last time he posted was yesterday.

[theredpen]

13. I sent him a PM telling him that we wanted to hear that he was OK

I sent it last night. No response :(

Maybe he's busy.

[theredpen]

14. kick

[martymar64]

15. Thank you all.

I just want to check in. I'm still here and the suicidal thoughts have subsided but I'm still very depressed. I want to thank everybody for your love and support. I had a rough night last night and I need to apologize for the way that I just let all my shit just spew out like it did. I'm usually a wise ass and quite harsh with those I disagree with, but I want everyone to know that we are all on the same side here and that I would defend all of you to the death, especially against those on the right.
I'll be taking a break from posting for a little while, I'm still feeling a little raw and I need to start seeking out some mental health care that I've been ignoring for a few years. I'll be lurking and listening, so if anybody wants to say Hi, please PM me. I'll happily (!) respond. Even though I don't know any of you personally in the real world, I want all of you to know that I love and appreciate every last one of you, even the ones I argue with.
I'll see you soon!


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[Sugar Smack]

16. That's the BEST WAY, darlin!

Take a break.:hug: We'll be thinking of you meantime.

[skater314159]

17. Good to hear from you!

Glad to hear you're doing ok. We'll be here for you, and we will be sure to send you good vibes dude.

:hug: :loveya:

:peace:

[GoddessOfGuinness]

18. I'm just so glad you're ok!

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:
A break might be very helpful, particularly with so much negativity stemming from the primaries. I wish you all the best with your health.
:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

[hippywife]

19. Just remember to come back here

when you feel you need a little boost to get you through.

Everyone is special to someone in this world, and would be greatly missed. Even if only one person loves and cares about you, that is all the world.

Take care of yourself and go easy on yourself. :hug:

[mcscajun]

20. Thank *you* so much for checking back in. Glad to hear from you again.

Your strategy sounds good: pull back a bit from the Online world for now, and focus on you and the real world.

Take good care of yourself, and check in from time to time. :hi:

[Suich]

21. I'm so glad you checked in, martymar64!

I've been thinking about you since last night. Please take care and check back when you feel like it!

:hug:

[rasputin1952]

22. Thanks for checking in....

There are so many of us that care for our fellow travelers in this life. No matter how it may seem from time to time, none of us travels alone, there are always people who care and will take the time to listen and help where one can.

Glad to see you are taking steps in looking for for help...:hug: