Oh my life sucks!

[originalpckelly]

I can't even tell you, but it does. It's good in a way, but that good is only temporary, it'll be over soon, at least I think it will be. I mean it's good in a way, but it'd be better if I was the source of the good, instead of someone else.

I just realized this sounds suicidal, it's quite the opposite.

[SPKrazy]

1. life is temporary

enjoy others

be there for them

love them

care for them

and it is still just temporary

[originalpckelly]

2. Naw, it's not that. I'm cool with it only being temporary.

It's just that this situation where I'm happy isn't going to keep going on. Err! I hate when that happens!

[Tuesday Afternoon]

3. I will trade your suck for my suck.

n/t

[MonkeyFunk]

5. I hope you're OK

if not, PM me.

[Tuesday Afternoon]

7. dude. It would do no good. Thanks for the offer, though.

I really do appreciate it. It is not so much the suicide I crave as what comes after. Know what I mean?

[Name removed]

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[Tuesday Afternoon]

10. MonkeyFunk, really thanks. I can't do it. The suicide thing ..

I would love to be "over there" but, I know I have to wait my turn. In the meantime my life does have moments. I live for those moments, be they rare -- they are sweet. :hug:

[MonkeyFunk]

11. If you think

you might hurt yourself, please call me at the number above.

I may not talk you out of it - I will definitely listen.

[Tuesday Afternoon]

12. If I would, I promise I will call you.

I am writing down your number. Please, not to worry. I have suffered depression since I was 4 y/o. I have learned how to live with it and know how to appreciate pure joy :hug:

I will admit last night was not easy for me to be here. I know how to turn off the computer and that is what I did. I just could not deal or talk about it. Tonight I seem to be able to open up and that is half the battle.

For us all :grouphug:

[MonkeyFunk]

16. If you fail to call me

before you make a decision, I will kill myself just to hunt you down in the afterlife and make you die again.

[Tuesday Afternoon]

17. oh.lord!

:rofl:

that has scared me for a millenium, I promise :patriot:

and honest...I am putting you in my cellphone now. I will call you and we will have a good talk sometime. ;)

MonkeyFunk...now how is that for a cellphone entry? :D

[Ellen Forradalom]

14. IBTL

:-)

[Tuesday Afternoon]

15. .

:rofl:

kind of dirty, huh :blush:

[MonkeyFunk]

4. Life is a mess

but we slog through it, hopefully together.

[originalpckelly]

6. Yep.

Well, I'll be slogging soon!

[Ellen Forradalom]

13. You can say that again.

[ThomCat]

8. Life is an endurance game. Hang on tight.

:hug:

Hang on tight.