Does anybody have a baseball bat that I can borrow ? I need it for an hour or so.

[BelleCarolinaPeridot]

I fucking try and I try to do the right thing and be a good girl but love never works out. I fucking want to bash someone's head into a pole right now because I am sick of this shit. I am tired of talking . I am just tired. Its 2008 - if a you want me baby let me know , don't let me know just take me because I am gone ... I feel so bad that I am about to call Sprint and request a new phone number. I hate giving someone my heart and then they just take me for granted. But when I say how I feel I am "jealous". Fuck you motherfucker. You will never find a girl like me , because I am a WOMAN I have my shit together and its too bad.Why the hell do you call me every night ? Why do I answer? Why do you kiss me ? Why are we so fucking stupid ? Damn you if I could turn back time I would have never went out with your ass because I am fucking stuck . I hate you but I love you ... kiss my ass cupid. Someone hold me I need a hug.

End of rant.


This shit is making me want to start smoking cigarettes.

I can't believe I let this person get so close to me and he is not even related to me. Its like God is playing with me or something.

[Rising Phoenix]

1. for you

:hug:

[blueknight]

2. hang in there

things will get better. im sending you good karma

[Rising Phoenix]

3. thanks

I could definately use it....:bounce:

[MissMillie]

4. I am the queen

of falling in love w/ people who are not looking for the same thing in a relationship as I am.

So I know EXACTLY how you're feeling right now.

I think I have my son's Louisville Slugger around here somewhere.....



:hug:

[BelleCarolinaPeridot]

5. I don't know what I am feeling right now ...

its a mixture of emotions. Part of it is my fault because I let him treat me this way but a part of me is ego tripping. I just want him to be one person at all times ... I always said if I could turn back time I would have never gotten involved with him. Well I can control today and I don't care if he finally tells me that he has feelings for me ... its partly too late ... damn.