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I feel as if I'm ready to make a big transition in my life...I'm not exactly sure how that's going to manifest, but lately I've been thinking a lot more about finishing up my college degree and finding out what it would take to make that happen. Long story short, I attended college for 5 yrs, but I never took the final oral exam to get my Politics degree at UCSC. I was lazy, got scared, procrastinated...I've beaten myself up about that for a long time, which hasn't been very productive. Time moved on and I never followed up, even though I went through the grad ceremonies. Over the past 20 yrs, I've been caught up in working, starting a relationship, getting married, having kids and raising them. Not getting my final degree, after all that work, is a big incompletion in my life that I'd like to handle...although it's daunting to consider going back into that world again.
I'm feeling insecure and wondering what the hell I would even do with it once I got it. I don't even know IF I want to go back into the work scene again, truthfully. I am fortunate enough to not HAVE to work outside the home, due to MrShine's income, but I know having that degree would "protect" me, in terms of future potential earning ability, if anything were to ever happen to MrShine and I'd have to go back to work to support our family.
But it's more than just the practical end of it, too. I also want to find something to do in the world which expresses my highest potential. Hell, don't we ALL wanna do that? For the past six years, on and off, I've been a Hospice volunteer visitor, spending time and providing practical/emotional support to the dying and their families. It's been deeply rewarding for me. Sometimes I think maybe I'd like to get into Social Services...I don't know. I've also done Sales and Advertising work in the past. I have an ability to connect with people and I'd like to see where that takes me....but again, I don't know if I necessarily want to go down the big CAREER path, per se.
On the other hand, maybe I'm fine right where I'm at....I don't know...I feel confused and think it might be useful to meet with a career counselor to get some advice, at the very least, and guidance towards what I might want to be when I "grow up".
Anybody got any advice for me? Words of wisdom to share?? Thanks for reading...:hi:
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