i think that i've got something that i need to share with everyone...

[SPKrazy]

and it has to do with....


oh, i changed my mind, i better not share it as i've already caused enough trouble this week! :cry:

but i wouldn't change a thing except how the dang story seems to have ended...

perhaps it is but a learning lesson in life for me to realize that when someone tells you that something is one way and then it actually ends up being another way (even though neither of you realized it would be) and things get out of hand and the whole thing implodes on you... then maybe things are just too intense to even be real in the first place

so next time there will be nothing but spontaneity, and fun... no spilling beans to anyone, and no traces of reality other than what is on our lips, and on our hard drives if need be.

if you wonder what the fuck i'm talking about it is really just a post to my journal in public view so that i can be whatever it is that i need to be right now.

i would only ask for forgiveness... and nothing more.

:shrug:

and if you have nothing to forgive me for then this prolly isn't directed at you, but if you find it in your heart to forgive me, i would be forever honored at that. i am sorry for what the hell i've brought about on anyone affected by it. so there is plenty to go around i fear.

peace

SPK

[CaliforniaPeggy]

1. My dear Southpawkicker.......

Whatever is going on, sweetie.......

You know that I hold you in very high esteem...

Always and ever....

Be at peace, baby........:loveya: :hug:

[SPKrazy]

2. why thank you peggy

peggylicious!

i'm trying to make peace with some mistakes i've made recently and i prolly never will receive forgiveness but i ask anyway

:hug:

[CaliforniaPeggy]

3. It is always good to ask...

For without questions, there will never be answers.......



:hug:

[SPKrazy]

4. this is true peggy!

and i'm really pretty sad that i've done this

but i seriously doubt there will be forgiveness and i can accept that, despite the fact that i want it...

i'm not a person who sets out to hurt anyone and it tears me up that i know i've done just that

:hug:

[wildhorses]

5. what the hell have you done now?

member i told you i was stoo-pid on a daily basis:dunce:

i am also out of the loop:silly:


pm....me baby:bounce:

[SPKrazy]

8. ah, don't worry about it wh!

:hug:

[Nicole]

6. I forgive you!

Oh wait, I'm not sure you were talking to me. :P

I do hope you find the forgiveness you seek. :hug:

[SPKrazy]

9. thanks for forgiving me

i will take it anyway

:hug:

[Pushed To The Left]

7. What happened? n/t

[Ptah]

10. OK

n/t

[Call Me Wesley]

11. Locking.

Don't ask, don't share.



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