|
lapsed after using up my COBRA benefits. I have NEVER slept more than 2-3 hours a night. When I went through my divorce my doctor prescribed Ambien so I could sleep.
I could not get over the difference I felt. I actually felt rested when I woke up in the morning. I fortunately did not have any of the reported side effects, no grogginess, etc. I woke up (without an alarm clock) almost seven hours to the minute after I took the Rx awake and rearing to go. I never increased the dosage, never developed a habit, just got good result for the Rx until my prescription coverage expired and I could no longer take them.
I haven't slept a good night since. I've tried Tylenol PM, Benadryl and other over the counter pills. I've tried warm milk, hot tea, glass of wine, you name it, I've tried it. It has been three years and I haven't had a good night's sleep since. (I toyed with the idea of a Tylenol PM, Benadryl and glass of wine combo cocktail but figured I didn't need that kind of trouble! Kidding, sort of - I never tried it but there were some nights, it was 3 AM, had to get up at 6 AM and I would have sold by exes' left nut for a few hours of sleep!)
My doctor would gladly give me a Rx for the Ambien since I was one of those who benefited from the drug without the side effects but I just can't afford $100.00+ a month expense.
And you know the worse part? If you have never tasted chocolate you wouldn't miss it so much but once you got the taste you then know what you are missing when it is gone. It is like that for me. I never slept well but once I got that feeling of being well rested and ready to go each morning I think the tireness is even more draining and harder than before.
I hope this doesn't make me sound like a drugged out addict but like people who need insulin or heart medication, I know what helped my quality of life and I miss it.
|