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I had been over to YouTube to KO's 9/11 tribute, and sent it on to some people to view. Even though I have broken off contact with my now ex-friend the fundie, I included her in the mailing list because I figured she couldn't counter the sentiment in Olbermann's piece with any fundie shit.
Anyhow, I found out today that she didn't even bother opening it. She sent it to her trash without even looking at it. You know, that just tells you something right there--ignorant piece of shit masquerading as a humanitarian, without a fucking brain in her goddamned body. Hypocrite.
I was right to get away from her. Her mind is closed forever, and she doesn't give a fuck about anyone except herself. What a bitch.
I'm sorry. If I had known earlier, I would have cut loose from her much sooner. But I felt so damned sorry for her, and she was my friend for so long. This is just adding to the amount of cynicism I have been feeling lately for trusting people so damned much. She's only out for herself and nothing she can do can change my opinion of her now. She's the one who is supposed to be the "Christian" when in fact, she's as bigoted and as fucked up as the rest of the fundies. She takes after her hero, Pat Robertson. And despite all the evidence to the contrary, she voted for the bastard chimp twice. Shows what side she's on. That should have been the moment I told her to go to hell.
I've been contemplating my error in judgement, and realize that it's difficult to keep real friends if one of them lies all the time. After 22 years you would think you knew a person, but I guess not. On the other hand, my other friend Marje who passed away three years ago was the kind of real friend that we all look for, and I think now that I lost the genuine article when she passed away, and have been making do with someone I might have suspected as a false friend for a very long time.
It sucks. Royally.
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