The guy who murdered the 10 Yr old girl in OK

[MrScorpio]

Kevin Ray Underwood was as a sad and lonely man, who apparently had some mental health issues that required medication.

And his blog had its moments as well.

More About Me

Yes, it's another one of these things. And once again it came from Alicia's site.

Firsts...
: Mowing lawns when I was 13.
: KUnderw674 on AOL. I got it around 12 years ago, and was still using it until a few months ago
: My grandma on my mother's side. I think I was 13.
: Well, my parents had a dog they'd had since before I was born, but the first pet that was MINE was my hamster Rita. She lived a long time too, over four years.
: None.
: None.
: Well, the first time someone kissed me was a friend named Melissa, one of the about 10 Melissas I've known, who kissed me on the cheek because I gave her a birthday present. I was 17 or 18. The first time I kissed someone was Kristina when I was 22.
: I don't remember. One of the dozens of kids that always beat me up in School. Probably either Randy or Allen.
: I don't remember. Probably the Beatles. About the only thing I had ever heard until I was around 11 or 12 was the oldies music that my parents listened to, and I loved it. I still do.

Lasts...
: Ride? Do you mean just as a passenger? If so it was probably about a month ago, going shopping with my mom and my sister.
: Someone. About a month ago.
: Red vs. Blue Season one DVD, if you want to call that a movie.
: Bawls.
: A frozen Burrito. No, it wasn't frozen when I consumed it.
: Phone? Bah. Probably Chris a few weeks ago. Well, the last wanted phone call. I receive several telemarketing calls a day.
: Yesterday, and yes, I will be taking one today, I just haven't yet.
: The one I burned that I was talking about yesterday.
: This site.
: Do not eat the cans of beef stew from the Dollar Store.

Now...
: Single.
: Male. Why is that under "Now"? It's not like it changes. At least not with most people.
: December 19th. None of the stuff in this section changes much.
: Saggitarius.
: Little sister, Marci
: Red.
: Brown.
: 13 or 14, depending on brand and style.
: Six Foot
: Bored, like always.
: Purcell.

Right now what are you...
: Nothing
: Underwear
: Nothing
: This answer.
: iTunes is set on Random, right now it's playing "I'm Not Afraid of Life," by the Ramones.
: Be even more bored.

posted by Kevin @ 1:04:52 PM

http://futureworldruler.blogspot.com/2004/09/more-about-me.html

Apparently, this guy is going to get the Death Penalty if he's convicted of First Degree Murder.

http://www.cnn.com/2006/LAW/08/22/cannibal.murder.ap/index.html

I know that this was a heinous crime, befitting punishment, but I'm opposed to the Death Penalty in all cases. Partly, because of my Michigan upbringing... No Death Penalty there. But mostly, because I view the the DP as nothing but a hypocritical application of state sponsored murder. If not OK, but a state without the DO, he would still be punished, prison for his natural life would be the sentence. But I think he insane... How could a sane person murder a child, allegedly rape the corpse, chop it up with intentions of eating it?

See what I mean?

It just goes to show, it's all about the state you're in, mentally and geographically.

[GoddessOfGuinness]

1. I don't believe in the DP, because I don't believe revenge makes the world

a better place. And let's face it, that's all the DP is about.

[idgiehkt]

2. I don't believe in it in these cases because it's an easy way out.

True revenge in this case would be life in prison.

[progmom]

3. that's just really sad, all the way around

I spent a little time reading his blog. He really needed psychiatric help. My heart breaks for him and for the family of that little girl. :cry:

[GoddessOfGuinness]

4. I couldn't bring myself to read it today...

I'm just in no mood. But I'm sure you're right.

[progmom]

6. from two months before he killed the girl:

Pretty much every time I get drunk, I end up punching brick walls, or at least fighting the urge to punch things and freak out. Especially if I'm in a party situation where there's more than two or three people around. Because I can't handle the social interaction, and I get pissed off. Pissed off at myself for not being able to be social, and pissed off at the other people because they can, and pissed off at God for making me be this way. If there is a God. Pretty much the only time I believe in God is when I want to blame Him for something. Or, when I'm really depressed, to cry and beg him to make me better, to make whatever is wrong in my brain go away, so that I can live like a normal person.

That's all I want in life, is to be able to live like a normal person.

I've been really bad again lately. I need to have the doctor write me a prescription for more Lexapro or something, and start taking that again. I wonder if they even still make Lexapro? I checked some of those online pharmacies, to see if I could get it cheaper from Canada or something, but none of them I've looked at have it. They have five or six other antidepressants and anti-anxiety medications, but not that one.

I've been really bad lately, probably worse than I've ever been. Except for work, I've hardly left the apartment in close to two months. I keep not going to the store until I'm completely out of stuff to eat and HAVE to go. Until a couple of days ago, I hadn't even taken my trash out in weeks. I could barely even get into my kitchen for all the piles of trash everywhere and on every available counter space. Because along with the social anxiety, this time I seem to have developed a tremendous apathy. I just sit here at the computer every minute of the day, when I'm not at work. A week or so ago, I spent my day off sitting here at the computer, barely moving from the chair, for 14 hours. I just can't make myself do anything, even simple stuff, like pick up something that falls on the floor. I'm like "Oh, I'll pick that up later, maybe," and then it lays there for a week.

[pitohui]

5. i'm opposed to the death penalty because it is applied unfairly

...and too many innocent people have been on death row for me to have any faith in our court system, trial by jury don't work, it's a bunch of people w. no knowledge of what they are hearing making a judgment about people and things they have no ability to understand

but if i did support the death penalty, a guy who kills and eats kids is pretty high on the list

at some point does it really matter that they're crazy? of course they're crazy but why should we have to share the planet with that kind of crazy?