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I remember back to the last conversation that I had with my ex and we talked about our lives going in different directions . I could have been stupid and kept dragging something that was empty along the way but I knew that we had come to the cross in the road and that I had to cross the road with him by my side . I took a deep breath after I said my " goodbye " and went along my way . That was one of the bravest things I ever did I tell you . The feelings that I had for him are no longer there . He did have a girlfriend after me while he was in Iraq though it was long distance and from what I saw , he loved her and I was happy that he had found comfort with someone else - through everything he has been through , he deserves happiest , if not with me , with someone else . Unfortunately , for reasons unknown to me , they are no longer together . Another sign that I grew up , I am sad that this relationship fell apart for him - even though the way we ended was very sad , and it had me not eating for about 6 days - it was good to see him happy , as I am happy too in my life . I don't know what the future brings but I don't know if he wants to talk to me again . You never know the way life turns out , we could end up talking again in the future as friends . In the end , we had a great time and I wish him well .
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