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I'm a VERY messy individual -- I'm getting better, and have maintained a standard of hygiene, since I became a mother. However, I've always been very cluttery, absent-minded and liberal with the condition of my surroundings.
I've had two long-term, live-in boyfriends. They both hate the mess, but love/loved me so much that they have/had stayed. The first was for seven years. The current one has been for five.
I think for this situation to exist, one has to be of a dominant/assertive personality type, and the boyfriends must be more passive/aggressive. My boyfriends definitely felt/feel like they had/have no real right to speak up, because it's hard to leave someone you love, because they're not "neat." However, let me make this clear: neither of the boyfriends were ever compelled to be particularly romantic, lap-doggish, "my bitch," etc. The first one, moreso, but the second one is an alcoholic. The first suffered from low self-esteem, and the second from depression -- it was always more of a matter of that they hated the mess, but couldn't quite get worked up enough about it to care.
And, I should point out, that neither of them were "neat freaks," -- they just don't like a trashed place. However, I should add that BOTH of their mothers were EXTRAORDINARILY TIDY. Even though one is rich, and the other was poor, they were both that "oh, let me do it," kind of mother, who like bakes, does all the laundry, sews, has a database, etc. I cook -- I just don't clean it up, until about three days later.
Anyway, it has put a strain on my relationships, but, I've gotten progressively better, to a point where I believe that I'm tolerable -- though still not what most people would consider a respectful level of neatness. My boyfriends just hide clean plates and forks in a cabinet.
And, I might add -- if anyone leaves you because you're not tidy enough, unless it's unhygienic, they aren't the person you want to be with, anyway.
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