Wish i was... too dead to cry...

[LastKnight]

My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit

dont you hate it when some songs capture your life so well, i remember when i liked it when a song fit me, but it wasnt anything like this.

sorry, just me bitchin.

-LK

[cornermouse]

1. The thing about life is that things change.

And if you're down at the moment, sooner or later its going to start getting better.

[NMMNG]

2. LK

:hug:

With metta

[Lauri16]

3. Know exactly what you mean, LK

That song is on my mp3 player 5 different times.
Hope things get better for ya. :hug: :hug: