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Okay, those of you who read my thread last month on my son's "stepmother" (I put it in quotes because she and my son's father aren't actually married, but they have a three-year-old son, my son's half-brother, and are living together), will know just what I'm talking about. For those who don't, a quick rundown of the soap operish factss:
I'm the single mother of a twelve-year-old boy, his father and I never married. His father threw me out of the house when I was three months pregnant, because he didn't want to deal with it. Paternity was established when Chris, my son, was nearly two years old, and his father changed his tune as far as being a part of his life was concerned. Visitation was fairly regular, although Chris usually didn't spend the night, I would take him down for the afternoon and pick him up several hours later, or we would trade off on the pick up/drop off (he lives an hour away).
This worked for us, although he'd usually leave it up to me to contact him and make the arrangements, so if I didn't, it was often months before I heard from him, then he'd give me the guilt trip over not bringing the kid down to see him when all he had to do was contact me and I would have done so.
Anyway, things were okay even after he attended his 20th high school reunion in 1998 and ended up becoming involved with an old girlfriend who was going through a divorce at the time. They got serious, I was happy for him because I knew that, behind his macho "I like being single and don't need anyone" facade, he was really lonely and she seemed to be good for him. They'd been dating for nearly two years when she got pregnant. This time, he was right there for her, all through the pregnancy and birth, unlike me, who went through both alone. He moved in with her once the baby was born, and they've lived together ever since. They had planned, at one time, to get married, but he decided that he didn't want her to become legally responsible for his debts (can we say child support, boys and girls?) and that it was cheaper for them to live together instead of being married (WTF?)
Well, anyway, whether or not a couple get married is really none of my business, no matter who they are. But I resented him using child support as an excuse not to get married when I've told him five thousand times that, under Ohio law, a spouse CANNOT be held liable, in ANY WAY, for the child support obligations of the other spouse. Only the income and expenses of the parents are considered, NOT the second husbands and wives, even if one is married to a millionaire! And the state CANNOT come after the spouse if his/her husband/wife isn't fulfilling their responsibilities (wage garnishment, etc.) no matter HOW much money he/she makes! I've told him that five thousand times, and I'm a paralegal who knows what I'm talking about! But no, it's my fault that they can't get married, because he has to pay child support to me (a whoppingg $250 a month, what a horrible burden), and I just go out and waste it by partying too much (damn, he knows my secret now)! Never mind that that's not even enough for groceries, and that I can't remember the last time he paid for any clothes, shoes, school and medical needs, etc. He doesn't even carry Chris on his insurance like he's supposed to, I take care of that.
Anyway, a couple of years ago, I noticed things starting to go a little sour as far as his SO was concerned. My mother had never liked her from day one, which should have been my first clue since she's always been a really good judge of character. I had done or said nothing at all that I could think of that would have caused her souring attitude toward me. I've since figured out that it was the fact that he had to pay child support that she didn't like, she wanted ALL of his money to go to HER precious child, and the hell with her SO'S first child. She taught him how to play the system, work at a job without reporting it until CSEA finds out then quit before they can attach wages, repeat as often as necessary. He pulled that shit until he finally had to go to court last summer since they were about to throw his ass in jail for non-payment since it had been over a year since he'd paid anything at all or reported employment, even though he was working the whole time. She came to court with him, glaring at me the whole time. They also both think I'm making a ton of money (if I were, would my son and I still be living at home with my parents at my age, 38?). Well, I may have a B.A. and a paralegal degree, but I don't really make a helluva lot more than they do (I make $25,000 a year), but, since they make less, they think my parents and I are rolling in dough, and my parents are retired teachers, for God's sake!
My son has Asperger's Syndrome, a type of high-functioning autism. This can cause all kinds of problems if you don't know how to handle him, which my parents and I do. We're also used to him and his little Asperger's-inspired quirks and eccentricities. I admit he can be overwhelming if you're not used to him and/or don't know how to handle him. But he's also very loving, funny, and charming and those who know him really love him. But it's caused all kinds of problems with his father and the SO.
I'd take him down for the afternoon, and we'd always have to have a mini-conference when I returned to pick him up (they live in my old college town so I'm familiar with the area and can find things to do for an afternoon) about his behavior, his smart mouth, etc., etc. I would repeatedly explain his condition to them, what it meant, what it involved, what needed to be done, what worked and what didn't. They are drill sergeants (ESPECIALLY her) who focus on the stupidest shit, like how he eats his potato chips, how he sits on the couch, etc., etc., stupid silly shit that we don't focus on or get obsessed over, and they're constantly yelling at him, which, as I've explained to them many times, only makes him worse. Yelling and physical discipline do NOT work with these kids, it only makes them angrier. They respond to calm firmness, with a bit of humor thrown in. He also, like most Asperger's kids, will "lecture" on subjects they're interested in and know a lot about, and they can recite verbatim things they've read and heard, regardless of whether those around them are interested in hearing it or not. They don't like that, it "embarrasses" them, particularly her, and she yells at him for "yammering", regardless of who's present, which really embarrasses him and hurts his feelings.
Over and over and over and over and over and over and over again, I've explained all this to them every time I pick him up, EVERY FUCKING TIME. But these people, to put it bluntly, are not the brightest lights on the stage, and they just aren't listening to me. They think they know better than me, my parents, and his teachers, doctors and therapists. They want to "get him into shape", and that just doesn't work with him. We don't have the same kinds of behavior problems with him that they do because we know how to handle him, and they, especially her, just will not listen. He loves his little brother, and gets very upset when they spank him, which is a lot because that's their method of handling kids. Then they yell at him for getting upset at their constant spanking of him.
I did not have these problems with his father before she came into the picture, and Chris had a pretty good relationship with his father. He says that "dad by himself isn't too bad, but it's dad and ____________ together that is, she's the strict enforcer."
Well, as some of you may remember, the last time I picked him up, we had to have yet another damned "talk", where I said the same fucking things over and over. When the SO asked if I had time to talk, then suggested we go for coffee, I should have known right then and should have told her to fuck off, it was late, and I had an hour's drive ahead of me. But, being the pushover that I am, I went anyway; she proceeded to recite his litany of wrongs and how concerned she was for him and that his behavior was going to get him into trouble when he really didn't mean to cause trouble because he was, basically, a sweet kid, blahblahblah. She wanted him to come for a week when he returned from vacation in South Dakota right after the 4th of July, then, after that, every other weekend. I was feeling very intimidated and overwhelmed (she's a very agressive, take-charge, bitchy type), and foolishly agreed to it, even though every time he's spent a weekend with them it's been a disaster. And every time I pick him up even after just an afternoon, I have a sullen, surly, somber, saddened, cowed child on my hands who is obsessed over their constant yelling and spanking and "talks", and it takes me days to get him back under control.
Well, a couple of weeks ago, shortly before my parents and Chris returned from South Dakota, I realized just what a mistake I'd made and emailed them saying that I didn't think it was a good idea and that he shouldn't spend a whole week and a half with them right now, maybe a few days, then we could build from there. I also very politely and diplomatically expressed my concern at their lack of understanding of Asperger's and the way to handle them, and suggested that they talk with my parents who could give them some solid, practical advice. It was my way of expressing my total disgust at their complete indifference to everything I was telling them, since they usually listen to my parents out of respect, if nothing else.
I didn't say anything in the email, but I was deeply, tremendously concerned about the transition, since transitions are extremely difficult for Asperger's kids, even older ones. She was going to be home with him all day while his father worked, and I was terrified that he would lash out in anger and frustration at her, or would try to run away, and she would call juvenile authorities on him. He always BEGS not to have to spend the night, and is very difficult to deal with whenever he returns from seeing them, even if it's just for the afternoon. One time last winter when he spent the weekend, he was sick for a whole week afterward, missing his solo in the school Christmas program as well as a whole week of school. It turned out that she hadn't cooked the pork she'd served thoroughly enough, and they all got sick. They also both smoke like chimneys, and that really bothers him, he coughs for a day or so afterward. And they get angry if he says anything about it, he's not "allowed" to say anything about their smoking, even if his eyes are burning and he's coughing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, hoo boy, did I bring the wrath of Satan in his full fury down on me! Her reply email (and it was from her, not him) was rude, scathing, demanding, nasty, derogatory, and any other similar adjectives you can think of. The bitch had finally dropped her mask and out came the claws! She demanded that he be there on the day we had agreed on, saying, in capital letters, THIS IS NOT OPEN TO NEGOTIATION. She went on about how if "the court-ordered visitation had been followed from the beginning, this wouldn't be a problem now" (WHAT THE FUCK? She knew NOTHING about what the "court-ordered visitation schedule" was, or my efforts to comply with his father's version of it through the years!) She went on and on about how she didn't need to talk with my parents or me anymore, she'd "done her research on "Asperg's" (she couldn't even get the fucking name right) and had "experts" to consult if she needed help with his transition (yeah, right!) Plans had been made and she'd rearranged her work schedule (WHAT work schedule, she doesn't even have a fucking job, she goes to school at night so they don't have to pay for day care, she's 43, btw). She then said, again in capital letters, PLANS WILL NOT CHANGE THIS TIME, I won't be inconvenienced again, enough is enough. Now, I have NO FUCKING CLUE AT ALL what that is supposed to mean, since I had never changed any "plans" before? And if she considers his visits to be an "inconvenience", like she does the child support, then she can just go fuck herself from here to eternity for all I care!
Well, folks, I tell ya, something just snapped in me after I read that. I have always been too much of a pushover, too nice, "too authority-centered", as my mom puts it. I have bent over backwards for them, pretty much doing whatever they wanted. For three years, I have been the one to take him down, hang around town, then pick him up, NOT ONCE have they ever even offered to share any of the transportation at all. But something happened to me after I read that. I replied with an email that those who know me are really surprised that I wrote. I very calmly but firmly said that I was afraid that this WAS OPEN TO NEGOTIATION. Stepfamilies always had to be flexible and open, because things happen, schedules change, emergencies occur, and people reconsider. I said that I was his mother, I had the right, and was allowed, to reconsider a situation in light of what was in my child's best interests. I said how intimidated and overwhelmed I had been when I foolishly agreed to the week and a half visit, and that it wasn't in his best interest to do that right now. I asked how I could NOT be concerned when EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME I picked him up, we had to have the same conversation over and over and over again, and that they just weren't listening. I told her in no uncertain terms that SHE WAS NOT HIS MOTHER, I WAS, and that she had no legal right or standing at all to "demand" or "negotiate" anything, or control how much time he spent with his father. She wasn't even technically his stepmother, I said, because they weren't even married. She had NO standing in this at all. I stuck to my guns as far as the schedule, and told her to have his FATHER write the next email if he had a problem with that!
Well, boy howdy, did he ever, and now HIS mask came off, and HIS claws came out! He basically said the same things she did, then indulged in a little rant over child support, and how much it was costing him and the problems it caused with him and the bitch, etc., etc. He then said that the schedule I proposed was NOT ACCEPTABLE (his capitalization), and that I was to have him there on the day we agreed. He then put in a P.S., asking when they could expect me to bring him down!!!!!!!!! Oh, the ARROGANCE!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, at this point, my parents and Chris had returned from South Dakota, and my mom was absolutely furious at them. We've always been nice and put up with their shit, and his shit before that, my parents have even taken Chris down there when I was unable to. And NOT ONCE during my recovery from my hysterectomy last year did they even call and ask to have him, she was still steamed about that. She brought up their smoking, the fact that they didn't have long distance access on the telephone (which really concerned me as well, how could Chris get ahold of me if he needed to?) and, most important, their complete lack of understanding of Asperger's and how to handle them and their indifference to anything I said about it. My mom really called it, she said that the SO thinks he misbehaves and wants to "get him into shape", especially since she'll be with him during the day while his father's at work.
So I replied to his lovely email, saying that he was not going to spend more than an afternoon or a day with him until they addressed those three issues, the smoking, the long distance access, and, most important, the Asperger's issues. And the fact that, since I had provided ALL of the transportation the past several years, without them even ONCE offering to share it, and that I hung around town for six/seven hours at a time before picking him up, if they wanted to see him for the day or the afternoon, THEY could be the ones to pick him up and bring him home.
Silence from them for several days, then a letter from a lawyer with the usual lawyer bullshit. But see, folks, I work for a lawyer and I know how the game is played. At my boss's insistence, today I hired a local attorney that my boss knows well and who knows me casually and is very good. Best of all, he's not charging me anywhere near his full rate or retainer. He reassured me that I was on solid legal ground as far as all of my concerns and issues were concerned, particularly the Asperger's, and that he was going to make that clear to them in his own letter to them, as well as the fact that the bitch has NO legal rights or standing whatsoever, even if they were married she wouldn't. SHE'S the one causing most of the problems, Chris shudders at the very thought of having to be around her and I've personally witnessed her bullshit both toward me and toward him. Now, I can handle her bullshit toward me, but I WILL NOT HAVE HIM SUBJECTED TO THAT! My own stepmother is firmly behind me, and is just as angry. She's especially angry at the bitch's attempts to take over everything, and her trashing of the kid's relationship with his father, as well as her drill sergeant know-it-all bullshit.
But I'm pissed that it's come to this, that I have to hire a lawyer to protect my son's interests from someone who should have his interests first and foremost, and that is his father. For once in my life, I intend to get some backbone and stand my ground, my son's mental, physical, and emotional health depends on that. Who the hell does that witch think she is, anyway? And just what, exactly, did they think they were going to do to me if I didn't bring him down when they demanded?
Geez, sorry for the book, lol! I just got going, and it all just poured out, I totally lost track of time and I really didn't mean to go this long! I'll keep ya posted (but not as long next time, promise!)
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