7th_Sephiroth is underestimated

[7th_Sephiroth]

people take one look at me and think "idiot" or "stupid" when actually i am not. my youth, my even more youthfull appearence have been quite disarming to people, but has only lead to negative concenquences. Growing up, i was older than the rest of the children in my neighborhood so i diddent have menny friends. I was taller than everyone else, but i was verry gentle, i got bullied alot, i usually diddent fight back, i would run to my only friend, Jane and she would make me feel better.

Jane was my staple to sanity, and when she died it was the worst time of my life. I started fighting back when i was bullied, to the point that i was the bully. All i saw was the hick driving the truck that hit Jane. I started over eating and despite the hospitalization of a few classmates i was still riddiculed and bullied, it lead to more fighting.

I have done alot of growing and have kind have normaled off since then, but i missed alot of crucial scocial points because of what happened, highschool, mostly, and i'm not the best person to be around, i'm pretty cold and i dont take jokes verry well.

Sorry, wanted to start a copycat thread and ended up bearing my soul

[BelleCarolinaPeridot]

1. I am sorry about your friend (((((( HUG ))))))

When people look at me they don't think I am as old as I am . I am 24 but I look like I am around 18 . So in that case people treat me as if I am " helpless " . I am also and have always been a gentle person just like you , 7th_Sephiroth . I have always been an independent person , I have been on my own since I was 17 . And since I look younger than what I really am , its been very hard for me to find jobs . Even when I bring in my resume , its hard . No matter that I speak a foreign language fluently , that I have skills in many fields - no one gives me the time of the day because of youthful appearance or they think that since I am sort of small in physique that I might not be able to lift things . I am also a quiet person and not many people understand this - I am just more of an observer , and I am also quite shy . But if you talk to me , I will be sure to give you a good conversation , I can talk about anything . Ok I got off topic lol .

[7th_Sephiroth]

2. i can have good conversations if i'm on a good day

and its not my size, i'm 6 feet tall and 240 lbs, but i have a baby face, no one thinks i'm older than 16, i am 20, with a background in networking and robotics, i'm an MCSE

[BelleCarolinaPeridot]

3. I don't complain about looking younger than what I really am ...

at least I won't have to botox lol .

[7th_Sephiroth]

4. i pity idiots who do that

brainwashed morons trying to meat a standard of beauty that even all the models and movie stars can't meet, everything potrayed on screen has been airbrushed, re touched and computer enhanced to the point that people dont look human to me any more in movies, magazines or television

[BelleCarolinaPeridot]

5. People who botox or do plastic surgery will never be happy inside ...

nor will they be satisfied ... I can't wait to see how I am going to look when I get old . Nature is wonderful - too bad we as humans have taken so much control over it . Maybe thats why the world is acting the way it is , mad at humans , reciprocating the control that we try to take over it and voila , nature unleashes it furies ... Ah nevermind , its all what is , whatever is meant to be is meant to be ... what am I talking about ? I don't know , I need some sleep LOL . Good night 7th_Sephiroth :) :hi:

Hmm before I go to bed , people botoxing and plastic surgery reminds me a bit of the stories I have read about Atlantis ... ok I really need some sleep now lol .

[7th_Sephiroth]

6. goodnight

and should there be a god, a nature or whatever pissed off at humans, i think things would be more intense and hitting at a faster pace than whats going on now

[7th_Sephiroth]

7. kick

:kick:

[7th_Sephiroth]

8. uno mas

kick

[7th_Sephiroth]

9. kikkyo

lol