Cause I’m a loser....I'm a loser...

[Angelus]

Breathe in right away,
Nothing seems to fill this place
I need this every time,
Take your lies get off my case
Someday I will find a love
That flows through me like this
This will fall away,
this will fall away
You’re getting closer to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser
And sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer,
You’re holding the rope,
I'm taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser, I’m a loser, yeah
This is getting old,
I can’t break these chains that I hold
My body’s growing cold,
There’s nothin left of this mind
Or my soul
Addiction needs a pacifier,
The buzz of this poison is taking me higher
This will fall away,
This will fall away
You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer,
You’re holding the rope and
I’m taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser
You’re getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead
You’re getting closer,
You’re holding the rope
And I’m taking the fall
Cause I’m a loser

[jus_the_facts]

1. heh...that's exactly how I'm feelin' at this very point in time...

..this post sums up my very existence.....so just know you aren't alone! :cry:

[jus_the_facts]

2. So....who sings this sad sad song anyway?

....cuz I can relate all too well right now...where'd ya get these lyrics anyway? x(

[belladonna]

3. Three Doors Down N/T

[jus_the_facts]

5. Ahh....been wantin' that CD....

...now I'll definitely get it....thanks.

[Angelus]

4. it sums up my existence too

:(

[jus_the_facts]

6. ...what doesn't kill us...makes us stronger....

....or some such bullshit...just gotta keep on keepin' on regardless...blah! :hug:

[Angelus]

7. stronger...ha....

i'm gettin' wearek it seems like. :(

[jus_the_facts]

8. I hear ya babe....

.....sometimes it sure does seem so...like right now for me as well...I'm SOOOO there! :pals:

[texas1928]

10. Dude

Give it up, I am in a wheelchair, and have been that way for 16 years as of May 15th. I have been married for 9 years, and Love my wife. You are young and have your whole life before you. Hey if I can look at the world and keep my spirits up what is your problem? One song doesn't make a life a loss.

I know that sounded harsh but I have done worse for my best friends. Because I care. I was stabbed in the arm trying to take a knife away from one of my friends trying to kill himself. So cheer up and drink some water and go to bed the world will look different in the morning.

[Harrumph]

9. Just keep passing the open windows...

:hug:

[Lisa0825]

11. You mentioned in one of these posts that you don't have insurance....

For some reason, I can't get into the United Way website tonight. Here in the Houston area, we have our own United Way site, uwtgc.org, and it is working. we also have 2-1-1, the UNtied Way Helpline. I don't know how many other cities have this. If you call that number here, you get an operator who helps determine what agencies might have the right type of assistance for you.

You might also try looking uo NAMI or MHMR. There are lots of resource for help, if you want it.