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i have seen healing and experienced healing.
i also once had an ex-priest, a man who had left the priesthood, had married and was making a career in social work, ask me WHY WAS IT THAT SOME WERE TOUCHED BY THE HEALING HAND OF GOD, AND SOME WERE NOT.
You stood at the Oral Roberts healing lines. I just listened to him on the television and called their prayer line a few times... it was later on, when he had semi-retired and his son was more or less running the show that i began to wonder about things, "does it matter what those students are wearing? why do they have to all be all primrosed dressed all the time? why are they putting emphasis on some things that don't need placing emphasis upon..." so slowly i began to think of them as missing the boat which is what i think of all of those christian right-christian coalition people.
And, as for healing ... this is from a book called HEALING PRAYER by Barbara Leahy Shlemon.
"What about those people who retain their infirmities despite repeated prayer efforts? There are an infinite number of reasons why people are not healed and only our Father in heaven really knows the answer to that question. ..... Years of experience have taught me to stop expending so much energy asking, 'why aren't they all healed?' and to realize that the problem is too complex for my mind. i have learned to direct my efforts toward praying for the sick, leaving the results up to the Creator who is still very much in charge of the universe. i have absolutely no doubt that the lord wants wholeness for all of us, but he will bring it about in his way and in his time."
And ... this, from a dying minister whom i once knew ...
"I learned recently from a gifted counselor that my healing needs to take place more at the soul-ular level than at the cellular level. What that awareness led to was understanding the destructive nature of fear and the importance of letting go of fear, moving instead toward love, its opposite. Our society tends to fear the ultimate loss of control, giving up to death. I cling to the belief that even after I die, I will be able to touch my family with my love for them. In Brian Wren's glorious new hymn "Bring Many Names," he speaks of death as "joyful darkness" --an image I appreciate, one that suggests to me happy unknown reunions" --
a quote which to me reflects her belief in ultimate healing, and that is that even death will never break the bonds of love the pass between she and her family.
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