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One person's testimony
My political awareness simmered during the Clinton years, and I have but vague memories of political goings on then (mostly Lewinsky, sadly) The election of 2000 brought it to the surface, and since then I have plunged deeper and deeper into these murky waters. In the beginning, I was a moderate, more for lack of knowledge and inability to distinguish between competing party claims on issues where I had no prior opinions. There were a lot of those, because I had an open mind and little time and inclination to wade through to the truth. So, in some sense, my opinions depended on who I was with at the moment. I supported the Iraq war, largely because I believed that there was no other way to get the sanctions removed, and I knew they were strangling ordinary Iraqis, not Saddam (though we now know that he felt their effects too). As the body count from our invasion has piled up and our incompetence in the aftermath of the invasion became increasing clear, I dropped my support of the war, and turned to a partisan attitude of complete distrust of Bush (but not to the extreme of turning on my Republican friends). This happened for other reasons, too. The persecution of gays offends every sensibility in me, for one.
At this point, I am a strange blend of excited over recent Democratic signs of life, and very afraid of what the ultimate triumph of the mad dog fundamentalists and their corporate masters would mean (it hasn't come yet, in my opinion), and seeing increased signs that they aren’t waiting for their triumph. Not only the leaders of the movement, but also individuals who have grown bolder with the ludicrous idea that it is they, because they are Christian (in their minds, a minority, because other people who call themselves that really aren’t True Christians ™), they are being persecuted and must fight back. So self absorbed, so lacking in interest for looking at things from other perspectives, so lacking compassion, filled with “righteous” anger and hate.
I have no idea whether America can survive this poisonous, filthy reign, but I have no choice but to hope, sometimes in the face of everyday experiences that show me that those who deem themselves conservatives or Republicans in this day in age have no loyalty to America or the ideals she represents, at least not as I would understand it. Clearly, their idea of America consists of all the benefits, none of the responsibilities, and woe betide anyone who attempts to rouse them from their thick self indulgent, self righteous, selfishness.
My hope is that this experience is producing a new generation who does understand what America stands for, being in such close contact with people who would overthrow it all, and that liberty of America will emerge no worse for wear with strong new defenders.
But that is just me, and I could be wrong. What do you think?
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