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I am a transgender guy,and I like guys. I was born in a female body. When I was female that would be a heterosexual orientation.But now as a trans-guy I am gay. I didn't choose the body,I was born into .I felt stuck in it. But I chose to face the hatred and bigotry and even abuse of ignorant people to become what I knew I always was.A guy. I look different now,and everyday more hair sprouts on my chin,everyday I feel better,with every change I HAD to do,for the sake of my sanity, and my life.
I tried to kill my female body via suicide,I could not always pretend to"be a girl" or act"normal"enough .I tried to end my life because other people and professionals who could help but chose not to became "gatekeepers". They could not understand why I was not happy being a female.Why it was a failure to go on trying to make my mind and soul fit the wrong body,they tortured me to make me fit a wrong body. The damage has wounded me as they denied me my real gender.But now endocrinology recognizes transgender as an actual medical condition and have made protocols for treating people with transgender. Now several surgeries later, I find I am becoming more at peace inside as my body becomes more in line with who I am.
It's my right as a person to BE who I am even if it BOTHERS or upsets other people and challenges their religious beliefs.And if a religion says I deserve death for being who I am,Than maybe that religion is evil. I have had enough of this religious driven bigotry,this faith based bullying to force GBLT people into second class citizenship.
Sometimes people who don't get it,feel icky or will not understand GBLT people are HUMAN BEINGS too with Inalienable rights need to STFU and grow up and get their religion OUT of MY way and out of the government process. And tell me why is the state involved in the marriage business anyway? Eugenics? Property? Why?
If I ever marry again it will be to another male.a GAY marriage. And I have a right to BE who I am and LOVE whom I LOVE the state should have NOTHING to say about that,nor should any church who wouldn't let an "abomination" like me live if said church was in control of the state. And yes I am angry at people who would use4 religion to justify killing me or making me a second class citizen.
If I was able to make criteria for elections I would insist a candidates RELIGION be kept OUT of the state legislation process,lawmaking and politics,forever.And if a religious believer uses religion to legislate bigotry it means the tree of liberty needs watering.
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