Reply #55: Yeah, if I think about it too long, it starts to really creep me out. [View All]

[kas125]

All these years we've been reading about lists of people for this and that, but to get to an event and hear the words, "I'm sorry, ma'am, but your name is on a list of people who are not allowed to attend" is so infuriating and so scary that I don't really even know how to react properly. I keep going from mad as hell to freaked out and back again. It's four o'clock in the morning and here I am, still obsessing about this shit.

I would really like to know what they think I've done. Not too many years ago I had to be investigated by the Justice Department to work at a job I had and there was no problem, and now I am not allowed to listen to a speech.

There is supposed to be an article in the newspaper in the morning, so maybe someone will see it who can help me find out something...

Thanks, everyone. For listening and commiserating. I'm a fighter, but they're a lot bigger than me and this is a little weird. But we're stronger than they are, because we're right. And with that thought, I'm gonna try to go to sleep and hope they're not peekin' in my window.