Reply #243: Not sexually, but mentally [View All]

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I had a brother 6 years older than me that taunted me constantly as long as I can remember. From as early as 6years old until he finally left home when he was about 22 I was always a fat slob or some other insult. He always would always screw with me when there were no witnesses, at the diner table if I would look his way he would always mouth fat slob or something. Sometimes I would explode with anger and then my parents would think I was the problem. One time I lunged across the table with a steak knife at him and latter I overheard them discussing taking (me) to a Psychiatrist. I remember one time when I must have been about 6 or 7 he tried to smother me to death with a pillow.