i feel really bad about this [View All]

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i don't know whether i should post this, given the often sensitive nature of people, but this mama kitty came and made a home in my friend's shop.

she had 3 kittens.

he has yard dogs, civil enough, but they are predators. i tried to hide these babies, and keep them out of the dogs' path. until i could get them out of there.

but the german shepherd got one. the one kitten got out of the box i made for it.

she killed him.

i really do love cats. this is seriously fucking with me. he died in my hands.

i buried him.

i had my sister pick up the mama kitty and the other two babies.

damn.

the worst part is i discovered them this morning, and they were playing and feeding and i got instantly attached. i feared that the dogs might do something. i feel really guilty, because i should have got them out of there sooner.