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Catholicism and Orthodox Christianity

sprinkleeninow

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16. Been a strong person my whole adult life and now weakened.

Reply to sprinkleeninow (Original post)

Sun Aug 2, 2020, 12:26 AM

Aug 2020

Everything has clopped on me.

I thought the biggest trial of my life occurred last year. But now perhaps not.

God forgive me what I'm about to say. I read earlier that there's a state one may find themselves in. You won't end your life yourself by any means, but you don't want to continue to live feeling this way.

The atrocious state of being we find ourselves in, compliments of 45 and his, makes personal distress magnified a 1000X worse.

You are all so kind. I don't wish to be burdening anyone. My desire is to have strength and relatively decent health to accomplish what I am charged to do in my remaining time.

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I'm so distraught, weak and discouraged. ER visit last evening. Infection. [View all] sprinkleeninow Aug 2020 OP

8 Years Jesuit Education OAITW r.2.0 Aug 2020 #1

Will keep healing peaceful thoughts for you. onecaliberal Aug 2020 #2

Hang in there. You are needed and loved. cayugafalls Aug 2020 #3

Sending healing energy today you... pdxflyboy Aug 2020 #4

Sending you healing thoughts Sprinkle CanonRay Aug 2020 #5

Y'all bringing tears to my eyes and gratitude to my hurting heart. 💜 sprinkleeninow Aug 2020 #6

And mine OhNo-Really Aug 2020 #13

Rest dweller Aug 2020 #7

Believe in your inner strength. Sending you healing vibes. nt 42bambi Aug 2020 #8

Lighting a candle.......... alittlelark Aug 2020 #9

Prayers going up for you. Tess49 Aug 2020 #10

Take whatever meds they gave you, take naps and don't feel guilty doing it. Your body needs to rest appleannie1 Aug 2020 #11

Sending you much positivity and love. FM123 Aug 2020 #12

I don't know what I would do without your beautiful music AJT Aug 2020 #14

St. Luke and St. Pantaleimon, pray for us. shenmue Aug 2020 #15

Been a strong person my whole adult life and now weakened. sprinkleeninow Aug 2020 #16

I wish I could take some of your feelings of being overwhelmed. Jane Austin Aug 2020 #17

Oh, my dear sprinkleeninow! I am so sorry you are having such a hard time. littlemissmartypants Aug 2020 #18

You are not a burden. You are a precious, priceless gift. TygrBright Aug 2020 #19

Please be gentle with yourself, Sprinkle! majdrfrtim Aug 2020 #20

Dear Sprinkle, you are always there giving us hope and beauty. fierywoman Aug 2020 #21

Wishing you physical and spiritual... 3catwoman3 Aug 2020 #22

Sending warmth, love and peace to you now Sprinkle. appalachiablue Aug 2020 #23

Sending healing vibes. Do whatever helps you feel better rest-wise. Forgive yourself for diva77 Aug 2020 #24

My dear Sprinkle- No Vested Interest Aug 2020 #25

What's been put upon me is hurtful, but then contemplate Mary sprinkleeninow Aug 2020 #27

That which went before is history; it cannot be changed, only accepted for what it is/was. No Vested Interest Aug 2020 #29

I'm in a battle of a spiritual nature. In addition to a sprinkleeninow Aug 2020 #26

Keep lozenges with you and by your bedside. No Vested Interest Aug 2020 #28

Thanks be to the Creator for all of you, Crowns of Creation. sprinkleeninow Aug 2020 #30

Hope you have a better night tonight, and going forward. No Vested Interest Aug 2020 #31