I am so depressed

[Pototan]

Not for myself. After 50 years in the political trenches (I am 71 Years old) I have retired to the central Philippines, with my wife, on a 25-acre family farm. I live a very good life, so I'm not depressed for myself, but for my native country and for the world.

As a product of the late 60's and early 70's, during my early adult life I had such hope for the future of mankind. Like most of you, providing for my family and having a solid, rewarding job was a priority. But working for peace and social justice was always on my plate, as I became a Union Business Agent with political functions as part of my responsibilities.

Having said all that, the most recent news could not be more depressing. Right Wing, Authoritarian governments on the ascent throughout the world. Wars on multiple continents. A no-good piece of shit, like Donald Trump, almost assured of the nomination from one of the two major political parties in America. And worse yet, a plausible chance of becoming President again.

I know some here think, "well, if that's the way you feel, why didn't you stay and fight"? First off, everyone deserves a peaceful and dignified retirement, me included. My work contributed, in my small way, to a pro-worker, progressive government in deep blue Massachusetts. But let's face facts, there was little I could do to affect change in West Virginia, Florida and Ohio, let alone Europe and the Middle East. Second, I love my 68-year-old Filipina wife, who sacrificed to help us live a successful life in America and to earn a solid retirement in the Philippines as we enter the final chapter of our lives.

So, nothing says that I can't enjoy my personal life and still be depressed as a member of the world community. After all, I think you will agree, the news is quite depressing.